Going outside is hard (an unpost)
I was going to meet Kitty this morning at EdinBrick, the annual Edinburgh LEGO show. Despite spending hours together every day, it’s actually been months since we’ve seen each other in person, and I was *really* looking forward to spending time with her.
But she’s been very stressed lately, not least because she’s preparing to move house, and she has a few other things to deal with this week. So it was always a possibility that she wouldn’t feel up to it, and yesterday she was erring on the side of not going.
I woke up at about 6, which I’ve been doing quite a bit in the brief time that I’ve been taking melatonin to help with my sleep. But I hadn’t had more than five hours’ sleep at that point, and I was feeling extremely anxious about going out later.
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https://transponderings.blog/2026/05/09/going-outside-is-hard/