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merzbow and chill

@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw
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tired old bimbo who used to make games

queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly)
neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural)
disabled (chronic fatigue)

she/her, it/its if we're friends

🏴 Kill the landlord in your head
🏴 Death to Videodrome

273 Followers
569 Following
32 Posts
Joined November 21, 2025
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jul 31, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @VeroniqueB99@mastodon.social
@VeroniqueB99@mastodon.social there's a content warning function on mastodon that lets you warn people in advance of distressing content so they have a choice of clicking to engage with it or not, please use it it's very distressing to sexual assault and rape victims to be submitted to graphic descriptions of these kinds of events, it fires up traumatic memories and victimizes them again, it's *very* unpleasant, to put it mildly
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jul 30, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
dating while disabled Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive
something really annoying is when you match with someone online and start chatting with them, there's this expectation of answering speed that not all of us can (or want to) follow you fire up the app because you have the free time and the spoons to do that today, looking forward to continuing your conversation with that cutie you matched with a couple days ago, only to find out she's blocked you :akko_badday:
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jul 27, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
ominous device dot jpg
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jul 19, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @catsalad@infosec.exchange
Cw: just paper and hands Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive
@catsalad@infosec.exchange @cR0w@infosec.exchange missing the ring, smh
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jul 11, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @briellebouquet@lgbtqia.space
@briellebouquet@lgbtqia.space hey it's a really nice top glad I'm not the only one who wears things for a bit too long because they're really nice
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jun 28, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @Natasha_Jay@tech.lgbt
@Natasha_Jay@tech.lgbt pspspspsps
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jun 22, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @void@social.voidkvlt.eu
DIY HRT resources for transmasculine people (first draft, polite suggestions welcome) Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive
@void@social.voidkvlt.eu fantastic post, thank you 🙏 just to add a couple useful things for folks in France: a good cheap place for ordering quality injection supplies is https://robe-materiel-medical.com/ if you are in a city with a CAARUD (drug harm reduction place) you can usually go there and ask for the supplies you need
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Jun 04, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @kravietz@agora.echelon.pl
@kravietz@agora.echelon.pl @CrimethInc@todon.eu you mean the governments that force undocumented women into concentration camps, jail women who miscarry, legislate what they're allowed to wear? those governments run by pedos and convicted rapists? who fund and cheer on the genocidal maniacs in the middle east who employ mass rape as a tool in their campaign of extermination of the Palestinian people?
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · May 06, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

forgot how good Endless Dismal Moan was, holy fuck

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fojz2NV8tRE

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · May 04, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @terribletowelie@mastodon.social
@terribletowelie @maxleibman "canada too, they se the extra letter too, they can jst tell their government NO and not be force to se the seless extra letter... Elbows p Canada" I'm sorry bt that sonds terrible
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 29, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @ifixcoinops@retro.social
@ifixcoinops@retro.social finally, someone speaking the truth about swiss army knives
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 26, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @jguillaumes@mastodont.cat
@jguillaumes @cstross @sundogplanets one glance at their "posts and replies" tab is usually all you need, they're rarely doing it only to you
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @MichaelBishop@mastodon.world
@MichaelBishop @cwebber shame that it doesn't include the cruelty of writing bad posts and inflicting them on others
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @JoscelynTransient@chaosfem.tw

@JoscelynTransient

depending on how desperate you are:

  • dating apps gen X women use, they're probably all owned by Match group now

  • Grindr (I know, I know; but you still can find other girls on there, if you can deal with the avalanche of dick pics)

  • try the new fancy apps designed by and for queer zoomers, post an elaborate profile, probably never get an answer

  • monitor your local transfem signal chats, try to DM other middle aged ladies when they show up so you have a link to them when they inevitably leave when they get tired of the hostility

  • your local cis gay bar; somehow there's often a doll stuck there who isn't aware of any other hangout spot

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @siege@masto.hackers.town
@siege it's beyond parody to say something like that to someone who has had to deal with the mountains of bullshit we go through daily also raises a lot of questions about their own personal hygiene
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @Thalya@eldritch.cafe
@Thalya@eldritch.cafe I think it's one of those things that once you realise you're doing it you can shake yourself out of it I know plenty of 40+ yo people who are both super into the things they were into when they were younger, but still curious about new things and eager to discover them
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 21, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

whenever I set foot in a pub and it looks like it's full of dickheads that song pops up in my head immediately now

https://youtube.com/shorts/sxixRwJ9AdM

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 21, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @YKantRachelRead@social.treehouse.systems
@YKantRachelRead I pressed the button and found out later I had stupidly strong maternal instincts :/ the gods love their mean pranks I guess (still worth pressing that button though)
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

ovh email that arrived at 4AM on a Sunday: our web hosting offers are getting better!
me: you're jacking up your prices aren't you
ovh email: dear valued customer,
me: uh uh
ovh: ...adding more value to our hosting plans...
me: *keeps scrolling*
ovh: ...now with AI for web hosting...
me: what does that even mean *keeps scrolling*
ovh: ...improved tech support...
me: you're just deploying a chatbot aren't you *scrolls again*
ovh: also we're raising all our hosting prices 30 to 60% lmao

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

you know you've reached a transition milestone when your youtube ad feed consists entirely of ads for cosmetics and lesbian dating apps

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

the combination of being very isolated IRL and the constant low level sexual harassment that comes with being one of the only trans women out in this shitty town, it can be really soul destroying sometimes

it feels like I'm quietly going insane, perhaps as a weird mental safety mechanism? you can't objectify me and deny my personhood if I hit the big emergency depersonalisation button in my brain first, fuck you

I wonder how many other trans women who live outside big cities experience something similar

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @vantiss@social.treehouse.systems
@vantiss @breakfastgolem @wohali you can have your trains and sluts and drugs after, as a treat
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 18, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

there's nothing quite like spending a couple hours getting completely ignored by your peers at a queer support group meet-up, leave the place to have a cry on the bench outside, only to be leered at by a chaser and his friends

what a life

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 18, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @losttourist@social.chatty.monster
@losttourist @zzt @MrBerard you can't call yourself a LGBTQ+ ally and defend one of the fundamental building blocks of worldwide queer youth censorship, that's not how it works my dude
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 17, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

🖼

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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @jasmine@chaosfem.tw
@jasmine I'd have catapulted my phone into the nearest body of water so fast
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 08, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @enfys@wetdry.world
@enfys@wetdry.world holy fuck
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Apr 07, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @MelissaBearTrix@gives.hugz.online
@MelissaBearTrix I'm trans, and quite visibly autistic, it has never been not a question in my life
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Mar 27, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @JaxVent@lgbtqia.space
@JaxVent@lgbtqia.space @forestine@sunny.garden @Tattie@eldritch.cafe autocorrect uppercases it automatically for me every time and it's so annoying
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Mar 15, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @freya@chaosfem.tw
@freya @what @JoscelynTransient it's slooooow
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Mar 12, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw
Replying to @eliza@chaosfem.tw
@eliza thanks for the update
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anhedonie
merzbow and chill @anhedonie@chaosfem.tw · Mar 07, 2026
merzbow and chill
@anhedonie@chaosfem.tw

tired old bimbo who used to make games queer (non-binary transfem, pan, poly) neurospicy (autistic, adhd, plural) disabled (chronic fatigue) she/her, it/its if we're friends 🏴 Kill the landlord in your head 🏴 Death to Videodrome

chaosfem.tw

just gonna say it out loud since it's happened twice already: if I follow you and you start posting about working with LLM tools and how it's been great i will just make a disappointed face and hit the unfollow button

I don't want to hear about your sad slop lifestyle choices

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