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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jul 25, 2026

it's just very odd how cis people have sort of invented their own language for talking about trans people, which they consider proper and respectful towards us, while we kind of don't really think that it is. sometimes i've even seen them police each other

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jul 11, 2026

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"lazy" is a scam by big work to make even more work

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jul 11, 2026

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i'm not lazy, i'm rational. laziness doesn't even exist (and i'm increasingly suspicious of rationality too ngl)

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jul 11, 2026

sitting on the sofa with a fan right in front of me and all the windows shut. i should be cleaning my house right now but there temperature outside is 5° above what it is in here and i'm just not in camp thermodynamics at this point in time

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jul 01, 2026

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transphobes seem to think women and men are different species altogether, and i think that explains a lot about them

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 29, 2026

"they're not far-right, they're nationalist socialist" is one of the most comically ignorant talking points i've ever encountered in political discourse

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 29, 2026

shitpost, musk, middle class people Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

i'll probably never understand the inner workings of middle class people. like, there's this dude who's a nazi with the salutes and everything, who practices eugenics privately, who's openly transphobic, homophobic and racist, who's created a white supremacist AI that spreads antisemitic conspiracy theories while also being used for autonomously deciding who to kill, including school bombings, and on top of it all he's under investigation for producing literal effing CSAM under several jurisdictions… aaand, he also owns a car band, and then these people are like "ah yes this is a perfectly cromulent car that i have decided to buy for the sake of the environment because i am a good person"

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 27, 2026

before transitioning i could hardly regulate my temperature at all, and anything above 21°C would more or less incapacitate me but now it's HRT day 1410 and i just took an hour long walk in a sunny 30°C and a light breeze, and i feel fine! i did not expect transitioning to not only reveal a nervous system disorder but also significantly fix it. sometimes i wonder if my body might actually be even more trans than i am 😙

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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mullvad, fascism, alternatives? Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

for anyone looking for an alternative, the first one i'm going to look into is njalla. one of the people involved is peter sunde kolmisoppi (brokep), who's been politically active in the swedish left party and the swedish green party, and who was a EUP candidate for the finnish pirate party in 2014. he was also put in prison for being the spokesperson for the pirate bay once upon a time. i don't know his exact opinions but i'd be very surprised if they were anything even remotely like the mullvad/örebropartiet stuff njalla is a sámi word btw

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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transphobia (mullvad supports fascism apparently) Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

oh and here's one i hadn't seen before. the question they're answering is whether they think the city should fly the pride flag or not. “For some, the pride flag just means that you should be allowed to love whoever you want. Nothing wrong with that. Others react that it has come to be associated with deranged aberrants who will promptly turn their private affairs into something to be shoved down everyone else's throats. Flying the flag sometimes isn't the end of the world. But we strictly say no to trannies reading fairy tales to children in preschool, like other parties want.” https://valkompass.svt.se/2026/orebro/min-kommun-ska-hissa-prideflaggan

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@rafa@piaille.fr peter sunde being involved is a decently good sign. i haven't kept a super close eye on him but i'd be incredibly surprised if he leaned fascist, given his political history (left party -> green party -> pirate party) @ciara@anarres.family

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@tael@yiff.life not sure i understand your point, but it does kind of read like a response to something else than what i was trying to say with that said, a minor correction: it's 5 million SEK, not dollars. that's roughly half a million USD. from the article it sounds like the purpose is to help the party get into the national parliament in the elections in september. they're only represented in the city council of örebro so far. it's also a fairly new party. https://sv.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%96rebropartiet btw please don't remove CWs when replying, thanks

@navi@catcatnya.com

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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mullvad supports fascism apparently Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

oh i forgot to mention, besides markus allard, the other guy running the örebro party is a cop who was a senior investigating officer in the serious crimes unit, up until he was transferred against his will to working environmental crimes. publicly the police department said it was because of a "loss of confidence due to improper conduct in the professional role", but he himself claims it was because of his facebook posts, which by then had made him something of a micro-celebrity nationwide for being very racist. i don't think i need to say anything else

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@ciara@anarres.family i think duckduckgo runs a vpn but i have no idea about their politics, except that afaik they made it possible to opt-out entirely from their AI stuff

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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mullvad supports fascism apparently Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

guess i could mention that they've also argued against queer rights, calling LGBTQ orgs "a full-on mafia" etc so if you pay mullvad then apparently that's where the money ends up

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@ciara@anarres.family me too. but apparently that money ends up supporting racists fighting against my rights as a queer person. not a product i'm interested in, so to speak

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@Kuniti_shino@pounced-on.me revoke their citizenships and deport them

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

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@navi@catcatnya.com but there are degrees. this guy is essentially keeping that party alive financially. there's not much they can give him in return. he seems to be doing it out of pure conviction. it's a bit like when IKEA sold fascist literature a few decades ago because the founder, disillusioned after hitler lost the war and all that, turned to fascism instead

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Jun 26, 2026

mullvad supports fascism apparently Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive

daniel berntsson, one of mullvad's two founders and owners, has donated millions to a local fascist/populist party. (swedish link to flamman, a socialist news site) the örebro party are mainly known for using unusually aggressive rhetorics and racism. in the article, berntsson specifically mentions supporting the örebro party's politics of forced repatriation of swedish citizens born abroad.

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · May 26, 2026

oof, feels like nothing ever happens, but what's actually happening is that nothing really changes, although things are constantly changing, but they are like changing in the same way all the time iykwim? anyway with how much it is changing ask the time it is exhausting trying to adapt to this perpetually unpredictable flood of chaotic sameness, wasn't noise supposed to be relaxing. did i accidentally get punk life noise instead of the pink one

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · May 04, 2026

what's even neater about this is that since gravity and time are the same phenomenon (thanks einstein), time flows slower in high gravity areas! just a fraction of a millisecond per century, but still

@infobeautiful@vis.social

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · May 03, 2026

suddenly:

self-isolating
feeling very lonely
drained of mental energy and struggling to get out of bed at all
can (almost exclusively) remember only days when i've felt just like this

took me a while to spot it but, yes this must be some dissociative stuff going on

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · May 03, 2026

i sometimes end up in front of a tv with ad breaks (including youtube's own app) and it's such a jarring experience, i can't believe i was once acclimatised to watching stuff like that

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 30, 2026

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@spacekatia@girlcock.club heliboard ^^

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 27, 2026

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@Willow@chaosfem.tw thank you

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 27, 2026

this was a challenging and exhausting day. but i brought my best self and did really good :blobcathearts:

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026

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so it's not like i'm stuck in the fawn response or anything obviously

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026

another jasmine moment, after we've just decided i'm going to get trauma therapy

psychotherapist: "this has been in the pipeline for some time now!"

jasmine (happily): "yeah it really has haha!!"

jasmine (internally): "wait wait what? it has!?"

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026

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@silhelm@craftgoblin.club viterna's are tablets. still huge (and smell horribly) but one can just split them any number of times.

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026

i've been running out of supplements and haven't had enough money lately for refills, so i've been able to learn more about their effects

two weeks ago i ran out of NAC, one week ago the multivitamins with methylated b vitamins. and since yesterday i'm back to the way i was before autumn last year when i started taking them: struggling to get up and move around the house, needing at least an hour or two just to get out the door for a walk. i'm sleepy all the time even though i've increased my ritalin dosage

i'll be able to order refills next week, but gosh, this is profound

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 24, 2026

this meme showed up and i assumed it was a mockup... but no. lol

haven't finished watching but i already wanna do it too

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

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my life might be of interest to semiologists

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

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me watching a tv show and then laura harris suddenly shows up wearing my favourite blazer ever since i found it in a second hand store 15 years earlier and now i realise it isn't a men's blazer

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

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there were no signs there were actually huge signs all over the place

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

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me always feeling vaguely panicked when entering apparel stores after all the times i've gone in and looked at nice clothes i'd like to wear only to realise they are all too small, so i think "ohhh i'm in the boy's section" and then i look up at the signs in the ceiling that say WOMEN

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

me using a women's deodorant for a decade because i didn't realise men's deodorants were labeled "MEN" and kept in a separate section in the store, and also because the smell made me feel happy instead of sad and icky

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

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@midnakrystal thank you haha

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 22, 2026

one funny thing i've noticed is how when i talk about my experiences with psychological abuse like gaslighting and DARVO etc, strangers will occasionally show up to talk at length about how i'm actually wrong in what i'm saying, implying that it's really just in my head, and what i'm saying is actually kind of offensive to them, and so on you know?

and that's funny because i guess it's another mind reading method! when i talk about being exposed to that kind of abuse, people who expose others to that kind of abuse apparently get annoyed, and at least sometimes they get so annoyed that they'll self-report… and then i will magically learn what's inside their heads

i love being a mind reader 😙

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026

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yes i'm basically still just 5 years old

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 19, 2026

:ablobcatbongo: :ablobcatrave:

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 18, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz judging by the replies i've been getting, hair seems to be a factor although not the only one. so now i'm leaning towards it being both hair and sebum

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 17, 2026

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comments to that post also suggest that taking testosterone will cause the lint to appear and that makes sense, right? i bet it's the sebum

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 17, 2026

heeey, when i started taking estradiol i stopped getting lint in my bellybutton!

never thought about it until just now when i saw a reddit post about it

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 12, 2026

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@faithisleaping@anarres.family thanks for writing this. reading other trans women's thoughts about this whole story has me increasingly bewildered. i'm realising that my experience, with being in denial until ~40 and so on, is so different from the experiences most women who also came out late seem to have had or are at least able to relate to. because i don't find it relatable at all, and i'm at a point with it now where i'm seriously questioning what it is that i must have misunderstood about myself that could explain why

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz hoppas 💕

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz det låter ju hoppfullt iofs... även om jag kanske inte riktigt vet vilken sorts weird jag är :blobcatfluffowo:

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz jag är typ cuddly from day one... men det är mer som att jag verkar jättesvår att ens komma så långt med. fastän jag försöker inte vara det. jag vet helt enkelt inte vad jag håller på med

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz ja men jag menar att JAG vill vara lätt hahaha men hur jag än gör så är jag tydligen svår hur kan en ens misslyckas med nåt sånt

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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omg what if they're unicorn hunters

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Jasmine running @jasmine@chaosfem.tw · Apr 11, 2026

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@Sagaliciouzzz ❤️ men det hade varit mysigt att få vara lätt för en gångs skull

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