27.71€ out of 400€ (average monthly expenses) donated since May 10th, thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart, for helping save my life. 
I'm at a position where I need to ask for donations again... instead of making a whole new post I copied the text from my last one, since what I wrote before explains my situation, roughly.
but now that I kinda read through what I wrote before, (I can't fully read it, thinking about how bad my situation is makes me spiral out...) it doesn't fully explain how bad my situation is right now... I really need to try to write more, but I can only do it if I'm basically having a panic episode... fuck my brain, jesus....
past post:
it's march 29 and I'm completely broke. (currently: now it's May 10th and I have like... not even 10€, I don't even want to open my bank app and check..... I'm too afraid..) less than 2€ on my bank account, and some cents on my wallet, that's it.
my mom rarely makes meals and eats out all the time, I can't afford to do that, I need to buy my own groceries. I'm so tired of being alive, everything takes so much effort...
a brief summary of why I'm asking for help: I'm living with constant extreme anxiety and depression, and am living in a bad household environment, being forced to have to move back into my mom's house, after living with my (now ex) girlfriend for 5+ years, not being able to work because of mental issues is becoming unbearable for me... my mom and dad (who are divorced since I was 4) do not give me any money whatsoever, I have to rely on my grandma and great aunt to give me money when they can... I calculated my expenses in the past, food+meds basically, and occasionally stuff like gas tanks or laundry detergent (because my mom uses anything to start fights around here... I have to buy my own food and gas and do my laundry, cause if she's the one doing it, she uses it against me when being verbally abusive...) and it's "only" around 400€ a month, give or take (I wish I could work and have my own money... there's nothing I wish more in my life... but it feels impossible, I get so anxious and nauseous from all the pressure... and I'm 29, I'm a failure, I know, but I need help from whoever can help me, please...)
if you can donate any amount whatsoever, it would help me greatly and change my life for the best.
thank you for reading the post, and if you can't afford to donate, please boost it 🫶💛
https://paypal.me/justyellow7
(I can also provide my IBAN in DMs/your preferred method, or other ways that might be the only way to do it for you, in case you prefer that or don't have PayPal.
I include this because people have asked before 🫶)
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⚠️in constant need of hugs and kisses!!!!⚠️ (and flirties 
) (I literally live in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean... it sucks here) emulation ≠ piracy 
29, neurodivergent, depressed, polyamorous, single unemployed, suffering 24/7, can't even keep a normal sleep schedule my life feels like I'm just on a shelf, collecting dust header by @batbunlore 
may post or boost NSFW/depressing stuff, will always be CW'd (maybe not some boosts tho so beware!!!!) ALL MY REPOSTS/POSTS WILL HAVE DECENT #AltText I sometimes even "steal" posts with no AltText, just to be able to post them and elucidate people about it. #TransRights #HumanRights #FuckBigots #FuckFascists 
bio under construction, so sorry, my deepest apologies