Helping professionals and seniors (50+) earn online. Old guy in the middle of his 7th decade. Still an entrepreneur. Fascinated by health science. Enjoys light classical music and big band. Escapes by reading sappy romance fiction (don’t laugh!). 5 decades in info systems, tend to be analytical – it shows in my writing style. Don’t tolerate extremist views – at either end of the spectrum. http://johnhobbs.ca/ (personal) http://johnhobbsonline.ca/ (business) searchable
A person the world could do without. Still here. Cyborg (carbon, titanium, dacron). Coding since 2007. Neurodivergent mind. 31. Addicted to #Debian, #DevOps, and new #tech toys. Fond of moody #art, #medicine, and #death studies. #php #symfony #development #sysadmin #linux #docker #kubernetes
Not long ago, I left a role I had every reason to think would be a dream fit.
On the way out, I got an unexpectedly kind gesture (pictured). I'm taking the high road, so no story-time about the job - just what I'm keeping from it:
- What burnout actually is, not the buzzword version.
- What autistic burnout actually does - not "tired", but losing skills you've had for years.
- How loud unmanaged micromanagement gets, until it's the only voice left in your head.
- That a body keeps its own record, even when you stop checking in on it.
- What it's like to need real pharmaceutical support - and watch it stop being enough on its own.
- How good "before" really was.
None of this makes me bitter. It makes me determined.
Recovery starts now, and it's going to take a while - I've made peace with that part.
#Burnout #AutisticBurnout #Neurodivergent #MentalHealth #Recovery #NewBeginnings #Work #Blog #Health #Jobs #Job
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