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Elias

@elias@lgbtqia.space
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A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos.

I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest.

Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently.

Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+.

Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼

#writer
#aroace
#trans
#queer
#parent
#NoBots

12 Followers
22 Following
22 Posts
Joined July 19, 2026
Pronouns:
he/him
WriteFreely:
https://text.tchncs.de/elias/

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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Aug 04, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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CW: Mental health Hover or focus to reveal Sensitive
I wrote about feeling like my analytical mind has changed, and what that does to identity. #writing #mentalhealth #identity https://text.tchncs.de/elias/lately-i-feel-like-i-have-lost-my-brain
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 31, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @damonology@lgbtqia.space
@damonology@lgbtqia.space I think part of the resistance from transmascs comes from fearing the loss of belonging as men. Taking responsibility means stepping outside cis norms, and when masculinity is the only space society offers, that feels risky. Sometimes playing along is survival, not denial. It doesn't make it right though.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 31, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @damonology@lgbtqia.space
@damonology@lgbtqia.space Masculinity carries a lot of harm, and that shows even in queer spaces. That’s why responsibility from those of us read as men matters. Not out of guilt, but because patriarchal trauma shapes how masculinity is perceived. Offering safety is a way to show that manhood can be something different.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 31, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @damonology@lgbtqia.space
@damonology@lgbtqia.space Very much agree.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 31, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Plot twist: They heal. I do not.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 30, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @august@chaos.social
@august@chaos.social Right? I'm melting.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 29, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @elias@lgbtqia.space
Emotional damage but make it character development.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 29, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Therapy? Nah. I just project my emotions onto fictional people and call it art. If my characters aren't crying, I'm not writing hard enough. They suffer, I heal. It’s a beautiful cycle of mutual destruction. Except that it's one sided. #writing #writer #writerslife #emotionaldamage
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 28, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Exactly what I needed today.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 27, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @Remke@mstdn.social
@Remke@mstdn.social Nighty night!
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 27, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @Remke@mstdn.social
@Remke@mstdn.social I very much agree with you.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 27, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @Remke@mstdn.social
@Remke@mstdn.social That's not really doable for me either. Now, I'm pretty new on here, so that's why the number is low. But I try to not follow more than I can keep up with. I like your vibe! :)
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 27, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @Remke@mstdn.social
@Remke@mstdn.social Not vegan, but vegetarian since far back, and queer. Hello!
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 25, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @damonology@lgbtqia.space
@damonology@lgbtqia.space Goals, honestly.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 23, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @tykesitsfunny2@pixelfed.social
@tykesitsfunny2 Shit, that's a cute dog!
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 23, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Another day, another lake. Swimming, enjoying the sun, cooking dinner over a fire. Summer being summer. #outdoorlife #lake #summer #grilling #queerfamily
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 23, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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@alexadeswift@lgbtqia.space We're all suffering in style 💪🏼
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 23, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Wearing a binder in the summer is a special kind of hell. #trans #transman #queer
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 21, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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The ancient feeling of cooking over fire brings tears to my eyes. Could also just be the smoke.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 21, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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Replying to @alexadeswift@lgbtqia.space
@alexadeswift@lgbtqia.space 🫂🫶🏼
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 21, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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#insomnia sucks.
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Elias @elias@lgbtqia.space · Jul 20, 2026
Elias
@elias@lgbtqia.space

A queer writer lost in the Swedish woods, surviving on caffeine and chaos. I build stories, spit out rants I pretend are deep, read books that make me feel, and chase dogs and kids through the forest. Too many thoughts, too little focus, too much caffeine, and way too much chai. Balance is important, apparently. Occasionally I manage to pretend I'm a functional adult. As one should at 30+. Mental and physical struggles as the final sprinkle 👌🏼 #writer #aroace #trans #queer #parent #NoBots

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@Edmonds_Scanner@universeodon.com I mean... Yes? 👀
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