I wish I had an orchiectomy earlier. Anti-androgens fucked me sideways, and I am just realizing this after stopping them. Bicalutamide was even horrible even though it was better than others. I feel bad for trans kids who are not allowed to have orchiectomy... Your thighs get wider with HRT, and this will cause discomfort if you have testicles. This will also affect the way you're walking which means you will get clocked. I didn't even need painkillers at all like I took them on the first day only. I am mentally fucked already, and I think anti androgens made them worse. I wish I was nicer to people though idk feeling sad now... #orchiectomy #trans #transgender #transsexual #TS #transjoy #bicalutamide #HRT