@garrwolfdog Yep, and we don't even have DID or OSDD patients here, I had to do extensive research. Even then, I am not putting definitive labels on myself, though it feels good to be able to categorise the experience of five plus years of research, at least for my own sake, to figure out what the heck is wrong with I, me, and my own self, and how life impacted me. Taught me a lot of coping techniques, though, so I don't regret diving into stuff. I did play the game of excluding half the manuals, first. By consulting professionals, though, with no definitive diagnoses, I know many people will question my experiences. Not that I care. I just know that my own treatments, even if done by a lot of reading and practicing, have helped me become functional. I hope you have received treatment, or are undergoing something, and have reached a point in life where you can say to yourself that even if you had to go through many things, you're still standing, still here, even if you have company. But then, life is not meant to be lived alone, to cope with things alone, and that meaning seems to be deeply engraned into our brains, for some odd reason. Else, why would we be at this point? And you get more free virtual hugs. Because hugs should always be free, and should be given in great piles of kindness and hugs. :)