Luna Fox Winters

I just wrote to a friend what the past week / month has been like for me and it sounds made up how much of it there is

Struggling a lot. A lot of bad things happened in my life the past few days. Some good too, but the bad has negated it all and more.

I’m not doing well.

🎵Dog on a speedboat
Did not believe that he knew how to drive
Canine surprise 🎵

I’ve been feeling really insecure recently. This is super lame but if anyone can offer me some reassurance I’d really appreciate it.

I’ve been struggling so so much recently I’m so scared I’ll be abandoned because of it.

It’s happened before and I think it’s happening again

Am I at an all time low point in my life? You know it.
Am I also awake at nearly 5AM watching my girlfriend play games because I cut my finger pretty bad and had a breakdown and don’t want to face the darkness and my own thoughts?
Yes I just said that.

Please help if you can. Support has been lower this month and I really want to find some stability

My current contract ends soon, and I have nothing else lined up. I’m terrified for the future. @foxtrotluna@bark.lgbt

Girlfriend has been denied disability (they always do the first time….)

So now we have to appeal. It’s a whole process.

Please share this and help us get some semblance of stability @foxtrotluna@bark.lgbt

Struggle to sleep, feeling garbage. Drag myself out of bed to make an appointment

..
Appointment is cancelled 🙃

Going for a silly walk, for my silly mental and physical health

I’m going to try really really really really hard and if at any point it seems like I have my shit together please understand I’m still drowning. I just don’t have a choice but to keep going

Set up May’s goal on Ko-Fi if anyone can help

https://ko-fi.com/foxtrotluna/goal?g=3

I also have a post that you can read if you support me for any amount. It’s mildly personal so I don’t want it public, but if you are a friend I can also just give you a link.

It’s just explaining where I’m at right now.
#transCrowdFund #mutualAidBoost #MutualAidRequest #disabledmutualAid

I deserve better than whatever the fuck all this is

Me: “Doctor, I’m so depressed. My car got written off and I am struggling to afford a replacement”

Doctor: “I’m sorry, go see Ninja Sex Party. They’re in town and your girlfriend even bought you tickets!”

Ninja Sex Party live on stage:
“does anybody here own a car???????”

https://youtu.be/p4G4FIoi-cg

Birdhaven……

There’s this social “poor tax” around cars that I despise. Buying a cheap car? the receipt from the dealership is scribbled on a piece of paper.

Repairing your old car? Thirteen phone calls and no clear invoice.

You want things done properly? Pay 10X as much.

RE: @foxtrotluna@bark.lgbt

Please share if you can. I'm spiralling hard. I need a win and I need less stress in my life. Just something good, please.

My car was written off this week (Not my fault. It was parked). My partner has had her first appointment for disability support. We're really struggling. Mentally, financially and physically. I need to replace the car now, and the payout isn't that much.

The amount of bad luck and stress we've had is, quite literally, unbelievable. I'd only just got my car back from a £450 repair 3 weeks ago.

I've set up a new ko-fi goal with a bit extra this month, to help with our monthly bills and help getting a replacement car.
We need a break. Please, help if you can. I need life to be simpler, the stress I'm under is so much I can't function in a day to day life.

If you can't help, please share. I don't know what to say or do but I just want to live, I want life to stop hurting.
https://ko-fi.com/foxtrotluna/goal?g=5

#kofi #transCrowdFund #mutualAidRequest #mutualAidBoost

I’ve set up March's ko-fi expenses link. https://ko-fi.com/foxtrotluna/goal?g=17
Earlier this month my car broke down, although thankfully friends helped with that. My partner has been fired, and although I have a little work, I need help getting stable. Please share if you can
#mutualaid #transcrowdfund #mutualaidrequest #MutualAidBoost