Ity Kitty [unit X-69] - VIOLENT FUCK

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New main account of <a href="https://estradiol.city/@ity" class="u-url mention">@ity</a>I'm literal evil btw.Also referred to as GLaDOS or Satan.Traumaqueer robot catgirl. Not a human; closer to an object. Has Borderline PD and CPTSD; please be gentle with me 🥺I love dating BPD girls. I have BPD, so it usually means we can understand each other really well 🩷Walking plane diagram. Abandonware.Doesn't have a soul. Don't try to impose one of me.Transfem enby.I CW everything and expect everything to be CW'd; if I get it wrong, beep at me.I'm always open to flirting :3I'm a relationship anarchist in the sense that all I care about is mutua

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Post #4501056
@lunathemoongirl@cailincat.cloud can I add that I was drugged against my will as a child (if that matters)
Post #4497248
Needy reminder that the ity is in Berlin and in need of cuddles or just chilling at a hackerspace with a mutual or something
Post #4496853
I love having to be on clonazepam 24/7 just cuz someone I loved to no end broke up with me
Post #4487755
Even now, I love her to bits, I want her back... How long has it been? This is all my fault, I lost her, I should die...
Post #4487415
I think I'm ready To blow my brains to the snow (/lyr)
Post #4463349
Me trying to convince gf to finally sleep so we can stop fighting Instead she cries, then when she sees that isn't working, she screams When I leave to leave her to her devices, she screams some gibberish She needs to sleep, but she refuses to. She has meds that can put her to sleep. She has them. More than enough. She could take them. I am trying to convince her to take them for the past 6 hours, without success. Instead she spents the whole time playing with a syringe. She needs sleep so t...
Post #4460929
Please let me out of here Please I can't stand it Everything is wrong Everything. No matter what I say results in being yelled at, being threatened to be abandoned alone in the flat, having to watch her hit her head into things Nothing works. I tried saying nothing, I tried apologizing (every form of it) but she insists on hurting me I don't have clothes on so I can't leave We don't have deodorant Only she knows where clothes are Getting rid of the lice would require her to time...
Post #4455319
Do you know the feeling of being lied directly in your face about someone being sober And that they are just being a bit silly So you wrack your head on how to explain what something is to them for 20 min It fails, and they instead ask you about some war drone murder mystery So you do it again They don't even look you in the eye When you ask them to, they just yell at you or cry They spent the past 3 hours failing to inject a bit of ketamine Reason? Unknown. Impossible to talk them out of i...
Post #4454808
Should IVing solution of pH≈3 burn a lot? Legit med question
Post #4453571
Me: needs help Gf: can't, injecting ketamine Me, an hour later: wants to talk about computers Gf: can't, still injecting ketamine Aaaaaaa
Post #4452609
CAN WE EVER NOT FIGHT PLEASE IM ALREADY DOING LIKE SHIT BECAUSE OF THE CPTSD ATTACKS SO WHY ARE YOU ADDING FUEL TO THE FIRE??? WHY DO WE HAVE TO FIGHT NOW??? You were so good at being nice to me a bit ago But now we are back to this shit
Post #4448692
Why did she throw me away The CPTSD is back. This time cuz of her. Everyone who is friends with me knows who I mean by this point. Won't drag this into a fedi drama tho. But I hope that you're happy that the CPTSD I was struggling with because of being thrown away by someone I love without any attempts at communication or asserting boundaries before throwing me away and declaring me Bad, which last happened a bit over a year ago, is back. Just different face in the flashbacks now. I wou...
Post #4434992
Is it normal to be unable to focus my eyes after taking heroin ? Legit Q, boosts :neobot_cat_ears_bottom:
Post #4427339
Me when a wasp interrupts my heroin I would ghpd gbd fesxg lc gnd nlmd njg heroin Lzl malesd. Unable gl add zl
Post #4423703
So, if your doas, sudo, su... Etc, are having a timeout that forces you to wait And you dislike that Look thru your pam modules. You might have a lone pam_unix.so without nodelay. Or your /etc/login.defs. Your FAIL_DELAY might be non-zero :D Docs for this? Ofc not.
Post #4411399
Any open source, advertisement-free version of https://github.com/gitkraken/vscode-gitlens ?
Post #4403040
Anyone around Berlin wanna meet up and cuddle a cute transfem (me) that's lonely, cuddle and touch starved, and wants to talk about computers or such? Specifically Nix, sandboxes, Linux distros, etc. IRL. With cuddles. In Berlin.
Post #4402983
I JUST WANT TO TALK WITH SOMEONE WHY DOES SHE NEVER WANT TO TALK WITH ME SHE MIGHT LIVE WITH ME BUT SHE IS BUSY 24/7 I JUST WANT TO NOT BE ALONE ANYMORE PLEASE
Post #4399313
Guess I'll be giving up my dreams Waiting till money runs dry Then ending it
Post #4364562
Anyone in Berlin can share some naloxone with me? It is really hard to get, and I kind of need it for harm reduction
Post #4357505
Cum on ity stop being a coward, anesthesize yourself with ket or something if you need it, and just IV THE HEROIN LIKE A NORMAL GIRL U IDIOT
Post #4356860
Upped my E dose to 3x2mg :neobot_think: Surely it'll be fine this time, last time I upped to this amount I felt shit, but the 2x2mg I was doing before stopped working with the different oral E pills I had
Post #4355799
@fullsubcat@estradiol.city I spew just truth :3
Post #4348996
Me doing heroin means that if I tell a girl that she's more addictive than any of the drugs I've done it will hold more weight and be hotter
Post #4348553
Necrophilia + piss? Sign me up
Post #4348370
What color will I get if I mix heroin with copper sulfate
Post #4345176
Someone writes broken C code I tell them exactly what's wrong with it They ignore me Why do I try to help others again?
Post #4341723
Has it actually been 10 months since I moved to Germany
Post #4341342
Trying to learn German so I can understand German rap songs