Post #4463349

Me trying to convince gf to finally sleep so we can stop fighting Instead she cries, then when she sees that isn't working, she screams When I leave to leave her to her devices, she screams some gibberish She needs to sleep, but she refuses to. She has meds that can put her to sleep. She has them. More than enough. She could take them. I am trying to convince her to take them for the past 6 hours, without success. Instead she spents the whole time playing with a syringe. She needs sleep so that we can stop fighting and she can stop replying to e eytbkng I do and say with something to start a fight. She could. But she chooses not to. Idk why. The flat needs to be cleaned by tmrw. I can't help, I am barely preventing myself from having a panic attack from my CPTSD flashbackm