Eleanor 🫖🍵📚

eleanor@chaosfem.tw

Forty-something trans woman. I'm a mom. I play the violin and piano. I love reading, especially queer fiction.To survive the capitalist hellscape, I touch computers, but math has always been and will always be my true love.I'm a giant pile of anxiety. I get high scores on various autism assessments.she/herMost of my posts are followers only and all posts autodelete after 3 months.Profile pic is a a pixel art picture of a girl in a purple dress facing away from the viewer and watching the sunrise. She has shoulder length reddish blonde hair.Banner pic is a columbine flower with white and lavender petals offset from one another with yellow stamens visible in the center.

Posts

Post #4163318
I dont know how to explain to cis people what it feels like to live in your body after spending most of your life living outside of it. #TransJoy
Post #4130476
My girlhood is a song that, for so long, only I could hear. Sometimes I tried to drown it out with noise, but no matter what, the song never left me. It just waited for me to play it out loud for everyone else.
Post #4123674
Since there are a number of ant enthusiasts here i figured I'd ask: this ant Hill has been here for at least 20 years, and in all of that time I don't recall seeing something like this. A bunch of winged ants are milling about the entrance to the ant hill. I never see the winged ants from this hill, only the unwinged ones doing normal ant business. It seems like some kind of ant politics are afoot. Does anyone know what this is? #Ants
Post #3988339
I just...look like this. #TransJoy
Post #3682071
I'm all for metric, but the ignorance of the post currently circulating smugly making fun of acre feet as a unit of measure is annoying. We measure land in acres. In the western and central us, we flood irrigate our crops. You generally build a one foot or so berm around your fields to hold the water in when you irrigate. So an acre foot is in direct correspondence with the number of irrigations you can do per acre. It's a measure of volume that farmers understand viscerally, so they he...
Post #3445649
The problem with understanding yourself is that you learn something that becomes impossible to ignore.
Post #2163903
RE: https://mastodon.social/@FabMusacchio/116529625252630872 People laughed at me when I said projective geometry could save the world.
Post #2035885
If AI were in fact the future (it isn&#39;t) the correct approach to educating people about it would be teaching people statistics so they could understand the strengths and limitations of the statistical modeling theorems on which all &quot;AI&quot; and &quot;ML&quot; are based and therefore understand to which problems models can be applied to with quantifiable results.
Post #1937218
Went for a walk in the forest today and found all the mulberries. #BloomScrolling
Post #1937217
#SilentSunday
Post #1937216
One more from today&#39;s excursion: I think maybe a porcupine did this?
Post #1937215
All I ever wanted to be was Queen Titania.
Post #1443426
Im so tired
Post #1443425
how bout we just not
Post #1443423
fuck my afternoon tea is already almost gone.
Post #1443422
Fuck it im getting more tea
Post #1443421
I swear to god if that crazy bitch drinks all of my afternoon tea again today im going to fucking lose my shit
Post #1443420
I love New Orleans piano so much
Post #1443419
Also, not technically new Orleans piano (i guess, but what jazz piano isnt new orleans piano, especially when it&#39;s gospel influenced too), but I love Ray Bryant too.
Post #1443418
The stream tried to play a single track from a love supreme and like when are streaming companies going to learn that there are some albums you can&#39;t play one track from, so anyway im listening to the entirety of a love supreme, which I havent done in probably decades and damn if this isn&#39;t one of the most amazing pieces of music ever made.
Post #1443417
#SilentSunday #BloomScrolling
Post #1443416
I need chocolate
Post #1443415
A closer picture of one of the desert roses in the big thicket I posted a picture of earlier. #BloomScrolling
Post #1443414
I struggle a lot, but sometimes im sitting here in my yoga pants and a t shirt with my hair in a messy bun on a sunny afternoon and I want the little girl I was to see this so she knows it&#39;s OK. #TransJoy
Post #1443413
I know I talk a big game, but in case you&#39;re wondering what it&#39;s actually like to be around me I just saw an onion headline on this website with a picture of a dad giving his daughter a talking heads record and started crying.
Post #1443412
We have reached the time of year where the progesterone sticks together in one big block.
Post #1103376
A computer can never inject hormones, therefore a computer must never generate text.
Post #1019979
Now, some folks may be asking, &quot;what is transcrime, really?&quot; Friends, our options are diverse, although for those of us who live on the stolen land that is the &quot;United&quot; &quot;States&quot; of &quot;America&quot;, we may need to travel a little to find the perfect option. Sometimes, it&#39;s peeing! Sometimes, it&#39;s talking about trans people! Sometimes, it&#39;s having a driver&#39;s license. Sometimes, it&#39;s obtaining...
Post #855938
When you&#39;re trans, so many people tell you how hard it is for them. How hard it is to lose the person they thought you were. How hard it is to adapt to the person you are. How hard it is to use the right name. How hard it is to use the right pronouns. How hard...how hard....how hard...over and over again, excuse after excuse after excuse. Despite telling you how hard it is, almost none of those people will spend any amount of time thinking about how hard your life has been for you.