Manic Emo Dream Ghoul
BigShellEvent@toot.cat
<p>Austin. Just another cryptid who have to cosplay as a human, during their social obligatory time. This account is the rest of the time. Might be a real geriatric catboy IRL. </p><p>๐ Don't be lewd at me<br />๐ No compliments about my physical meat prison<br />๐ Proudly hated by TERF Wizard Pagford<br />๐คฃ "Award winning videogame illustrator"<br />๐ฏ Unrehabilitatable savage<br />๐ฎ Raised by Konami, Spike Chunsoft, Square Enix, and Capcom<br />๐ช้ๅ ้ผ่บๆฏๅฎถ/ไธไฝๆงๅ/ไธไผ่บบๅนณ็ๅบ็ฉ</p><p>:blobcatmeltlove: :heart_ace: :blobcatmeltlove: :heart_aro: :blobcatmeltlove:</p><p>๐ I'll tag stuff that you prob want filter out: DM me if you want me to.<br />๐ I keep my hyperfixation on the same thread, please mute as needed <br />๐ Sometimes I edit a long post as I go, because Tusky tend to crash on
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Post #3501977
Sometimes I'm worried I'm too westernised, then I realised I'm fine actually, when I absolutely cannot comprehend why a bunch of random internet self-assigned marriage-cops would be so emotionally invested on if a strange married couple share a bed or not. Like my mate, you are not going to join in their bed. This shit don't concern you and no one cares about your hot takes.
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Post #3461592
Good news: I'm included in a sexual orientation tick box for once. Bad news:
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Post #3164496
sometimes I do think about dressing in completely absurd sparkly iridescent glittery LED-light layered fairy tutus (yes it is extremely queer which is on my brand. no it does not meet my important criteria of lowest possible effort outfit for overall life satisfaction, which is a much more important personal brand for me.)
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Post #3164495
FINAL FANTASY VII REVELATION announced I am so mad it&#39;s not called Final Fantasy VII Regret
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Post #3164494
My impulse of signing up to local TAFE or adult secondary day time education institutions, to experience a fictional &quot;school&quot; experience that most people had. Which would be a terrible idea because anywhere that can tolerate me will also not be a typical school
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Post #3164493
Past six months had been noticeable in that I&#39;m randomly just by-the-way visiting food places again. Anything that are top 20 hits on search engines tend to be terrible, over priced, generic and bland; but also the cost in SEO marketing goes into their menu so you&#39;d pay $22 for the worst burger possible. None of the pictures are reliable, if they are not AI slop then they are falsely presented by food photographers or flatly stolen from online stock. Most reviews are paid shrills...
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Post #3094760
Laundry done Multiple spice mix smoked and stored Bench cleaned
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Post #3094759
I wish I could like Stephen King&#39;s work but, as a moth to horror flames, King&#39;s work are consistently just so so so bleah, like the whole thing is the very definition of Rich Middle Class White Amercian Tears. Which is unfortunate, considering King himself is such a precious sweet person that I&#39;d donate my kidney to him.
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Post #3094758
If back then people welcomed fursuits as acceptable daily wear options, I would&#39;ve had another choice to avoid my face scanned in public to be sold to Tesla, Meta, Google, or Amazon.
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Post #3094757
Revisiting Cook Serve Delicious 2. I think I did everything there is to do in 1. 2 is just... so much. I got stressed and overwhelmed, but also it&#39;s such a good game I love it so much and the narratives are legit A+
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Post #3094756
Something I really miss about China that few people talk about, is a proper closed kitchen. I love my spices and pungency and curry and wot; holy fuck rest of my house smell like them for ages after. Even gets into my clean clothing.
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Post #2891083
In my entire life, I&#39;ve seen new tech coming in, and it&#39;s usually first recognised by people in niche technical interests, and embraced by the young and experimental, while older more conservative crowd tut tut tut at the &quot;new fangled rubbish&quot;. GenAI/LLM is the only time I&#39;ve seen the exact opposite. There&#39;s something about status quo and holding onto power though, that hasn&#39;t changed. Just who exactly GenAI/LLM benefits as a &quot...
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Post #2891082
Arriving to brand new train stations in Melbourne (Anzac, State Library) feels like Exit 8 LARP
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Post #2891081
I love trains. I&#39;m understanding on why we don&#39;t have Asian or European quality intra city trains (population density) and I get why we need buses, just saddened that trains only cover a tiny percentage of public transport, and my motion sickness means buses is a bad experience for anyone near me.
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Post #2891080
Me 2023: WHY THE FUCK WOULD PEOPLE GENDER ROCKS THEY ARE ROCKS Me 2026: WHY THE FUCK WOULD PEOPLE GENDER HORMONES THEY ARE HORMONES ngl this feels so freeing when I truly embraced that. no more feminine calcitonin or masculine insulin
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Post #2891079
if it walks like a TERF, quacks like a TERF, and kept on recycling Joanne Rowling&#39;s transphobic, aphobic, racist tweets sincerely like a TERF, well. One of these is not like the others.
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Post #2835048
The good thing about arachnophobia, is unlike most indifferent invertebrates, it seems like most spiders genuinely have strong phobia against humans as well. So it&#39;s usually both of us getting startled, having a panic attack, while flailing the opposite directions (2 or 4 limbs for me, 8 for spood). Like it&#39;s still better to not have a phobia disorder, don&#39;t get me wrong.
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Post #2835047
Cat asking for a hug can frequently turn to accidental 40 min naps. Which is good as I&#39;m pretty sleep deprived, but culturally indoctrinated into believing catching up on sleep is moral deficiency.
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Post #2835046
Question for people who are kinda recovering from depression via up titrating medications. Do you find that you regain you idea of doing things, like you&#39;d look up food pictures or bushwalk pictures or gaming info or art supplies or whatever, months before having the energy to do them? I&#39;m glad I&#39;m less anhedonic and apathetic than I was three months ago but I still can&#39;t be bothered to do things I used to enjoy
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Post #2835045
&quot;Hey Ghoul you are 40 years old how can you still effortlessly do the splits and twist yourself into a pretzel&quot; because it&#39;s the only way I can sleep around the cats who own the couch ok I mean I could move to the bed, but the couch is so perfect in firmness none of us want to sleep on the bed
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Post #2821821
I feel like the more I up-play my extremely conventionally sexually and romantically unattractive traits IRL, the more I get niche crowd particularly interested in me. This is giving me identity crisis but also weirdly aroace validating about how unintuitive all of these are.
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Post #2820686
Dreamed that I was on the last stretch of a high contrast RPG-adventure game where I-Protagonist was walking through a perfect semicircle of abandoned rustic road into a sphere to die. The game started at dawn and now we are near midnight with no light pollution, just enough ambient light to see where we going. In there I-Protagonist walked into about 20 steps of a past segment on the same road. It was high noon, it was a bustling country fair, and cats were coming up to say goodbye. 20 steps l...
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Post #2649975
Fedi is rehabbing me in ways that I never expected: I'm no longer stressed out when my posts get reposted a lot. I still think anything that are semi private (not this account, don't worry) shouldn't be reposted without explicit permission, but it's more a learnt stress response to Hellscape Sites where every random 420CuckTitsCharizard69 felt they are entitled to you. And I'd say post 2012 Hellscape Sites are the default.
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Post #2530833
My two little shits had a fight on my workstation and lost my Wacom stylus. Anyone got good tasty recipes using badly behaved kittycats as main ingredients?
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Post #2530832
Sometimes I think about my love for garlic, and feel a little worried what will happen if I ever accidentally get a taste of putrid liquidating corpse.
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Post #2530831
The door to door sells people/chuggers who ignore Do Not Knock signs (illegal locally too), are the reason why I can&#39;t even be stand my neighbours who knock at my door for anything but emergency. I work at night. The amount of sleep disruptions from them is making me struggling to be civilised in general.
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Post #2530830
I don&#39;t mind people breaking into my car but my mate, just shut the door properly so I don&#39;t have battery problems FFS
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Post #2314727
Loving Square Enix OST live steaming at this moment. Great choices like NEO TWEWY, Octopath, and Paranormasight. Not sure if I missed Voice of Cards. Still one of my peak OSTs.
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Post #2314726
Gell-Mann but for marginalised people who, fully understands when the mainstream media is smearing them with manufactured falsehood it&#39;s a smear, yet will immediately buy into it when the same media do this to other marginalised people.
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Post #2314725
As a cumin fan, I just hate every time I cook with it I smell like a huge human sizes armpit.