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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade

@unmind@social.xenofem.me
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*
a birthday cigarette
lit under pianos in the sky
fall atop the bird cage where
mom collapses on top of a
broken wine bottle—
a puddle of dreams
and my carefree reflection.

i don't mind the
gunshots anymore,
not after the film i made
of my daughter counting thunder
under plastic stars,
an unwritten moon,
the invisible canary dropping her weight
into the empty space
between each second.

let me behind the curtain please
don't make me wait again
i've waited long enough
for the crash
*


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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jul 27, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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i don't think it's possible to understand the divine light severed meme if you're not a schizophrenic who had to go on meds
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jul 12, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @unmind@social.xenofem.me
@monkey@brain.worm.pink @lizzie@brain.worm.pink now i want one >_<
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jul 12, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @monkey@brain.worm.pink
@monkey@brain.worm.pink @lizzie@brain.worm.pink don't get a breakfast burrito but as a breakfast burrito enjoyer i understand the horrific dreadful struggle you're going through
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jul 10, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @monkey@brain.worm.pink
@monkey@brain.worm.pink that's true. i can only aspire to this kind of behavior. caring for others is scary
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jul 10, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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girls may call me mommy but will i ever be mother? :menherapillowcry:
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 08, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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call me ouroboros the way i be sucking myself in the shower
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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had a dream that i was at a public park or an airport or something and my old friend rob was doing a poetry reading and i just absolutely hated his poetry. then there was something about my childhood house idk
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @nyx@social.xenofem.me
@nyx@social.xenofem.me @cyb3rm0shp1t@social.xenofem.me yeah it's kinda fun that i'm this scared it's also just like i have shit to do and it's keeping me from falling asleep lol. it gave me crazy nightmares too almost cuz it feels structured like a dream
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @swampwitch@social.xenofem.me
@swampwitch@social.xenofem.me yeah it's from the introduction to symbols of transformation , which is what i tried to summarize a chapter from
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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i watched skinanarink last night and i've been so deeply unsettled and scared since how do i make this go away how do i get the gene that made other people think this movie was gay bullshit
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @swampwitch@social.xenofem.me
@swampwitch@social.xenofem.me "Individual consciousness is only the flower and fruit of a season, sprung from the perennial rhizome beneath the earth; and it would find itself in better accord with the truth if it took the existence if the rhizome into its calculations. For the root matter is the mother of all things."
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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according to jung in symbols of transformation there are two kinds of thinking, directed and non-directed. directed thinking takes effort and is a social form of thinking in that its patterned like and by language, where non-directed thinking is more a free association of images and ideas. unless he said all thinking is social but idk if he did. he claims that ancient peoples prioritized non-directed thinking, which is less rational and closer to dreaming than directed thinking, as evidenced by mythology and the strange fixations of pre-enlightenment thought. this is for the purpose of supporting the practice of interpreting dreams similarly to myths, since ancient people were more steeped in dreams than we are. jung uses the idea of the evolution of mankind and civilization towards more rational thought to use ancient thought to better understand the unconscious since directed thinking is more conscious while non-directed thinking and dreams are less conscious. admittedly i need to reread the essay i only read ot once my understanding is limited
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 04, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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my disgusting evil meds are making me feel dull as a rock
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jun 02, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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it's so strange to me that kali should be my favorite when i value quiet so much, considering she is bhimanadini, making an extremely loud noise
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 31, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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idk how i'm supposed to interpret the bhagavad gita as a shakta. it doesn't help that i'm reading the iskcon version which is actually just dreadful and i can tell even with my rudimentary knowledge of sanskrit
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 31, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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i want chicken soup
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 29, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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also she exists because Krishna was trying to hide a lovers tryst with Radha so she's also a lesbian idk
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 29, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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my favorite thing about krishnakali is that in the story she's krishna dressed up as kali but she's still referred to as maa and using feminine language. my God is a transsexual and it's so lovely
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 27, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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its great to know that krishna is kali because i love them both so much
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 27, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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i used to be so anti-kali yuga as a concept but it really makes sense to me now idk like ofc this is an age of madness. it just kinda feels like the world is always ending and has always been ending though. God who knows i guess i'm apocalypse-agnostic
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 27, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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i told my best friend i thought all religions were true and she asked if that included scientology and like if i wanna be truly radical about it i would say yes in that it is an attempt to describe what is indescribable but idk maybe i'm not truly radical i just mean like islam and christianity and hinduism and buddhism are equally valid paths to God. i think scientology probably is true its just different. to say grifts weren't included in God would deny God's infinity so idk
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · May 26, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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another epithet of kali is the one who governs words starting with the letter k or ka which is more evidence of the kali-katak connection
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Mar 31, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @monkey@greatape.casa
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@monkey@greatape.casa @N33R@fops.cloud @sodiboo@gaysex.cloud girls just wanna have fun
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Feb 24, 2026
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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Replying to @haematophage@fabula.schizophreni.ca
@haematophage depends on the disability but yeah
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The Fish Wade Through Black Jade @unmind@social.xenofem.me · Jan 11, 2025
The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
@unmind@social.xenofem.me

* a birthday cigarette lit under pianos in the sky fall atop the bird cage where mom collapses on top of a broken wine bottle— a puddle of dreams and my carefree reflection. i don't mind the gunshots anymore, not after the film i made of my daughter counting thunder under plastic stars, an unwritten moon, the invisible canary dropping her weight into the empty space between each second. let me behind the curtain please don't make me wait again i've waited long enough for the crash *

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@kaia@shitposter.world i love when gay dudes have huge tits like this
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