He/him. 38. The motorsports maned wolf! Queer (ace!), artist, amateur racer, partner in crime with a 🦊mischief-maker🦊 . Icon by Vee. Trans rights are human rights.
Thanks everyone for the kind thoughts you shared on this. I felt very reassured and loved and things are definitely going better now. Eager to fly back home tomorrow and go back to doing what I love <333
This week, I'm visiting my parents in Brasília. I'm so happy that they're happy, especially my mom (who suffered a stroke that damaged her cognitive/thought functions).
However, every minute I spend here I spiral very very hard into depression. It's a mix of being hypochondriac with also seeing a life that I kinda of left behind when I moved away from my native town.
Joining the fandom absolutely changed my life for the better. All the new adventures, friends, moments, it all felt so fresh and new and it still does - so coming back here and seeing these glimpses of my past (and happy!) life pull me back in a way I can't explain.
I still haven't learned very well how to cope with the passing of time, or making peace with some kinds of change, so it hurts. I'm in my worst mental state in a long while, I cried a ton, (I honestly had THOSE kind of thoughts....) and I'm counting the seconds until I leave tomorrow. Which is kind of a way of running away from my problems, and my parents deserve better from me, but I can't. I physically can't.
If you read this post, I'm sorry it's just me opening my heart to you, but it feels good to have a little shoutbox so I can scream into a proverbial pillow. But also, thanks so much. I don't want to be alone, and I'm eternally grateful that people care. Thanks.
Bedtime thought but...
One of the talking points in PC vs Console is that multiplayer is free on PC.
To me it's kind of wild that... that hasn´t changed? Like, I'd say that from a technical standpoint it would be kinda feasible to force game services to handshake with an online service for a paid subscription, right? God forbid, but something like a Steam online pass for your steam games, or a Epic (!?) thing?
I don´t like that, let it be known, but this is still oneof those lines that theyre absolutely going to cross, isnt it?
Folks in a group chat talking about carspotting, and which fancy cars they get bored of etc etc and I was like 'my dude, my car spotting vibe is like:'
(pic by me)
Niko and the M4 looking good after some hard driving at the racetrack <3
Early morning in Charlotte and Redline is giving his car the final adjustments before the race - just a bit more wedge! 90s style NASCAR pic for Redline and Krime!
One of my favourite pieces is from 2024, a picture made for Isolectra and Kisu featuring a 1902 Mors Type Z. As someone who's into _many_ types of cars and motorsports, working on this pic was tons of fun!
It's almost time for the Nürburgring 24h, a legendary race at an equally legendary track! Let me use this opportunity to share some pics that take place in those sacred grounds of motorsports history! Featuring Wolfin, Casper, Chiken, Bladewolf and JPEG! #art #furryart #leggy2fast
Bladewolf gets emotional after clinching victory in a Simufur event at Indianapolis!
This is a bit of a pet peeve of mine, and I know it's done 100% for gameplay reasons, but I can´t gloss over how Forza Horizon 6 has roads so americanny-large that it doesnt look like Japan at all XD It would be such a good opportunity to show how small cars thrive in narrow roads haha
One of my personal all-time favourite artworks is this recreation of a classic moment from the 1998 Belgian Grand Prix for Jiro :D Classic Schumacher moment <3 This pic is from July 2020!
Avory celebrating a long-yearned home win at Silverstone!
Im super happy for the 2027 FWA con theme but dang it stings to remember the con is in the US. FWA is my fav con and folks involved are amazing, but I simply cant travel to the USA in current conditions.
Some people sent me messages, tagged me etc and it means the world to me that they thought of me when they saw the theme <3333
DogJr and the LONGBOI Nissan GTR LM Nismo!
The Audi R26 is a gorgeous, fast car, but it's even more amazing when you find out about the accomodations they made for snow leopard tails. Pic for Kieran! ( @kieran@hom.ph )
Mortara's sharp-looking 2nd gen Formula E car in ROKiT Venturi colours! Pic for Tyin :D
