sharkey
2025.5.2-dev+g8e80ed6
20s, they/it/she/he • made of nyan-euclidean geomeowtry. pusangyawa. mindanyaoan. voidpunk? • pinned intro
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edit: graphicsmagick it is
thesis defended. im normal now.
(i still have to finalize the manuscript and tie up all my clearances but jesus christ it's oVER. it only took me five hundred years.)
i am still here, i am just Swamped. sana masarap ulam niyo, ttyl
just give me a few more months, i swear i'll be normal again
me: i'm not depressed. i know what depressed looks like. i'm doing So Much better than when i was actually depressed. i'm alright.
also me: it is a daily struggle to stay Okay and if i stop trying so hard to be Okay for One Fucking Second, i'm gonna just. decompose.
all this to say, look. sometimes, youre not the person who was at rock bottom anymore, but that doesn't mean it isn't a constant effort to stay afloat. depression doesn't have to be your Worst. sometimes it's just your Bad. and it's okay to acknowledge that, because that's how you accept that you need Help.
there's this local business i adore but they're using ai generated posters for their socmed. it's run by this older couple. im trying to figure out how best to, idk, offer maybe helping them make their graphics instead, if they'd prefer that. idk. i dont want to be rude, but i think there's no harm in offering once ive built rapport,,
sigh. im gonna learn how to solder aren't i.
beyond beyond beyond by the crane wives is really such a cathartic album for me. so i take a deep breath and! turn to be brave! harvest the fruits of! being afraid!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSfkzM2D8Jc
everyone shut up. my bestie's art got featured in this anti-ai community project music video 
im so happy for him!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQ89uLrw7_Q&t=95
(his is the pretty blue digital art at 1:35. so true, @/caudexignis on ig.)
![Paris Paloma - Miyazaki [Fairy Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/BQ89uLrw7_Q/hqdefault.jpg)