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Em🏳️‍⚧️

@emma@toot.lgbt
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SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends.

Discord ID: Anaeka#4123
FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise
Substack: emmalf.Substack.com
en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

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12 Posts
Joined January 05, 2023
Pronouns::
She/Her
HRT::
10/06/2022
Gaming Systems::
PC, Switch, Mobile
Timezone::
GMT -8:00

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@Impossible_PhD@hachyderm.io Amazing piece as always… and something I’ll probably have in the back of my mind for a long time.

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@SleepyCatten@cultofshiv.wtf Seriously, congrats! I have the upmost love and respect for those that can pull that off. My dream is to get to that point with my anti-depressant some day.

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

Played an action game today for the time in awhile and honestly… while it was fun it was also *tiring*

Like, I play FFXIV for community and I play Theatrhythm cause I love music games. But straight up action RPGs (like Crisis Core)… I dunno j wasn’t feeling it today.

I really think a lot of my gaming was escapism and now that I don’t really need that anymore.. it’s hard to get into certain genres now.

Kinda makes me sad.

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

Yaaaay new instance. Will initiate the move most likely tomorrow so yeah.

On the plus side my new account is Emma [middle name] so y’all get to see what I chose for that.

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@skye@toot.cat That sounds rough, but workable! 😅

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 03, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

As much as I love this place, I’m really tempted to move my account somewhere with more than 500 characters. The amount of time I spend truncating my prose down to the exact limit… is a bit.

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 02, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@e_er1n@hackers.town I’m so sorry. 🫂

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 02, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@bitchwolf@kolektiva.social @alice@lgbtqia.space The memory part really gets to me. I’m only six months and there are a lot of things I don’t remember about pre-HRT me. It’s… sometimes a little jarring. Like everything before was an empty shell and that’s why there’s not much to remember.

lgbtqia.space

🅰🅻🅸🅲🅴 (🌈🦄) (@alice@lgbtqia.space) - LGBTQIA.Space

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 02, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt
Replying to @emma@toot.lgbt
@alice@lgbtqia.space I’m grateful to this community and my wife and best friend that I have a system to cope. A lot of folks don’t, so I recognize that I’m better off than most. (Please feel free to keep asking whatever, I only get 500 characters so it’s rough for long answers)
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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 02, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@alice@lgbtqia.space It comes and goes! But generally better now.

About two months ago I had a depressive episode that made me realize I needed help. I started therapy shortly after and that has been a godsend for me.

Around the same time I started Spiro and that threw my whole emotional system in a loop for about a week or two.

Things are mostly stabilized now, but my emotions aren’t ever far from the surface. Bad things hit me harder, but good things hit me better. I’m grateful for being able to feel.

lgbtqia.space

🅰🅻🅸🅲🅴 (🌈🦄) (@alice@lgbtqia.space) - LGBTQIA.Space

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Apr 02, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt

@alice@lgbtqia.space Within the first feel days, a feeling of peace. Probably more to do with the fact that I started my journey. I will say though that the most prevalent feeling I remember was as if this hidden weight that was on my shoulders for my whole life was suddenly gone.

Within weeks - I was learning what it meant to tap into my emotions. Lots of nights of crying, feeling regret, feeling guilt. It was rough, but it was me. I felt things, and I wanted to know more.

lgbtqia.space

🅰🅻🅸🅲🅴 (🌈🦄) (@alice@lgbtqia.space) - LGBTQIA.Space

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Em🏳️‍⚧️ @emma@toot.lgbt · Feb 19, 2023
Em🏳️‍⚧️
@emma@toot.lgbt

SoCal 🇺🇸 trans girl 🏳️‍⚧️ gamer 👾 techie 💻 trying to find her way. I like to post about my transition… since no one IRL would understand. Looking for friends. Discord ID: Anaeka#4123 FFXIV: Anaeka Stryfe on Adamantoise Substack: emmalf.Substack.com en.pronouns.page/@emmalil

toot.lgbt
Replying to @Impossible_PhD@tech.lgbt
@Impossible_PhD Mission accomplished!
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