Whoa there buddy, that's a lot to take in all at once! I'm sorry that this is all happening to you, but please schedule a session with your therapist instead of trauma dumping on your mail carrier. I'm only equipped to respond to comments about the current and near-future weather conditions and easy questions such as "can I give you this outgoing letter?" Yes, absolutely you can. Thank you and have a nice day. #JustMailCarrierThings