I said it was "confess ur crush or thirst" Friday and I was challenged to go first. So like, okie. I am not sure I have a crush right now (I'm close to maybe knowing) but I can tell u a spicy truth which I think will make up for it.
And u know what? Being poly means I can... explore this again. RIP my future lovers lol.
I have a pretty big dark side. Part of that is that... I legit love using everything I have to break ppl so thoroughly that they confuse lust for love, exist in a constant haze of desire w no concern for how reckless it is or what it means to their life bc it sort of consumes them.
I... yesh. Its fked prob but I don't care.. It is core to who I am, too. I don't want to control ppl, I want them to WANT to be mine if I want them, and I want them to beg me to accept their need to be mine. I want them shuddering as soon as I deign to touch them, breaking them w lust and need and desire over and over until all they can think abt is those moments. And tbh? I've never met anyone who I can't turn into spicy goo. I'm perceptive, empathic, and I know more abt ppl than I ever let on.
Fked up? Prob. Am I sorry?
....I told u I was part fking succubus. Being sorry abt it isn't in my nature.
Is that good enough
@jerbear@kind.social ?
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