Dimestore Diamond 
@DimestoreDiamond@anarres.family
• A #NonBinary #GenderQueer #GenderFluid #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD academic. • Hatched in 2/2023. • Not my main account. • Here to document my queer thoughts and experiences and to hang out with other queer people. • Out in the real world for a growing number of people. • Love nail polish and dangling earrings. • Pronouns they/them. Avatar: A drawing of a nonbinary person grinning. They have long blonde hair, glasses and a beard. Header: Nonbinary flag.
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I did go through some processing with regard to how I look at women, what is sexual attraction, what is aesthetic attraction, and is there a component of wanting to be them. No, not really. I don't get gender envy. I do, however, get "freedom envy." It's not related to gender but the perceived feeling of being free.
As for what is sexual vs. aesthetic attraction, I think I still have them somewhat confused. I think it's more about aesthetics than I thought. I like looking at pretty faces. Getting a firmer grasp of my demisexual brand of being ace has helped in this.
One revelation with my sexuality was to notice there being a huge gap in how I feel when looking at porn before and after cuming. It feels wild, almost a disconnect. I think I'm way more vanilla than I thought. And I'd rather watch than participate in the scenes.
#NonBinary #asexual #DemiSexual
