#deevagina

It is done, I am awake and slowly coming around. No pain, a little nausea from the anaesthetic, but all good. Went in at 17:00, woke at 20:30, it's taken an hour to feel present and to have some clarity. Am now hoping for some food. #deevagina

3 days to surgery and I think being off hormones has caused a mild depression, which has resulted in me apparently saying no to all hospital visits and basically opting to do the entire recovery effectively solo. Depression is mean, fear of being rejected is mean, fear of being a burden to others is mean. I suspect you all hate me anyway (depression is really mean). But I guess at this point I'm doing it solo 🤷‍♀️ Edit: I'm not fishing for attention, I'm just sharing what my brain does when there's no estrogen in my body. I can't wait to start hormones again after surgery. Having to stop hormones is cruel. #deevagina

Two weeks to needing to stopping HRT 4 weeks before bottom surgery... My levels were very high and it's a DVT risk amplifier. I know this means stopping estrogen, but does it mean stopping progesterone too? 🤔 I've no real clue as to the effect of this, I assume an emotional crash. Anyone been through this? #deevagina