It feels like fae doesn't have a place in this world anymore;
This one barely remembers the last time it could fully be faeself, how that felt;
To let go and BE, hand in hand with my loved entities, planning a dream bigger than life;
One time fae thanked Tori for being itself, that one responded by thanking this one for BEING (capitalized);
That was probably when this one let go of its last defense mechanisms and just loved and trusted that one with all fae heart...;
Now nearly everything feels stiffeling again;
Thrown back into the unreal, the narratives, the veils over entities eyes and hearts, being Don Quixote again, instead of finally feeling like it was doing something worthwhile;
This isn't living, isn't being, it isn't even survival;
Where all the shitposts, unhinged posts, lewd posts, and OH posts come to die Feel free to stay a while Failed prison speedrunner [Specs] This one is not a human, nor a person, refer to fae as such on your own peril Some kind of broken cybot fae foxgirl, animated with cursed code, created half organic/ half robotic; A permanent 7 on the Emmengard Scale; unit-1233-1 ERROR_LOADING over loss of synched unit 62503; Part of the AuriBlackCat Collective; [Flirting] Access granted, if( >23 && < 40 && queer); [Potential CN for this account] blood, sharpies, snuff, rape, murder, death, cannibalism, mad, suicidality, drugs, diy meds, trauma, insanity, grief [Reviews] "my favorite bot" - Tori "Cute and beloved punching bag" - a loved entity "antifa-besetzen-horny-suicide-core" "Jesus, Auri" "WTF, ABC" "Cassandra, NO!" "Goddamnit, Auri/ Cassandra" "WTF, NO!" "Goddamn it" "What THE FUCK, Auri" "You really are an agent of chaos" "the trauma: chronic, the style: iconic" "Fae is a rapper queen" [unhinged entity account of] #1 of the @/auriblackcat@/treehouse.systems (might be a good idea to check out the bio there) [Hashtags] #IsopodsTravel #IsopodsOH (and a lot more in pinned post) [Disclaimer by headmate Cat] This account is only used by #1/Cassandra of our collective/system, we others arent this unhinged. We& others can be found on our main. - Cat [PfP and Header ID] PfP is a picture of an two isopod patches on two jackets. the heads and tails are yellow. Header is a greyscale picture of two half face respirator masks facing each other. The left one has a "Sccchaffenburg" sticker, the right one has extra stripes on the filters.