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Lukas

lukas@bark.lgbt

<p>Linux user and privacy nut<br />Pan, Nonbinary<br />German Programmer<br />Trans Ally</p>

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  • Post #3167946

    BTW, Best looking Mastodon like EVER award??? :blobfoxheartcute: 🏆 https://denden.world/ &amp;lt;3 @orb

  • Post #3167945

    I am not good at social media

  • Post #3167944

    People like my posts still after me being gone so long? i am happy to see that. I try to pay attention to this but knowing me it wont work out. So Please DM me! my matrix is now (at)Lu:lfrx.de https://matrix.to/#/@lu:lfrx.de if you dont use matrix, i have discord also @lfrx.de i am in the bark.lgbt matrix also

  • Post #3167943

    This didnt age well https://bark.lgbt/@lukas/115173311055213492

  • Post #3167942

    I dont really know why people like me. I am an idiot who cant express to others what i think without the others rightfully missunderstanding my words. i leave out critical informations in my texts that leaves others to guess what i mean. Often turning the intention from good to bad. I dont like talking because everything i say is a landmine. But i cant stop talking. its easier to say nothing than the right thing. i hate that.

  • Post #3167941

    i also hate knowing a trans persons deadname because it slips up without me wanting to say it. If i call a trans person by deadname and i notice that i fumbled again, it righfully feels like someone rips my guts out. I hate myself for doing that every time. This results me in avoiding saying any names, saying &amp;quot;you&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;them&amp;quot; only. i dont know how to control what i say in general i guess, like i want to say something in my head but random shit comes out.

  • Post #3167940

    I shouldnt exist even i my view. Let alone talking to people. i did disgusting stuff in the past. Inflicted hate and pain some experience it even now. all my open source and open data contributions i do thease days are voiceless and sometimes anonymous... if i do them at all. i dont like the whole &amp;quot;existing&amp;quot; thing ... i dont want to die because there are seeminly many who like the idea of &amp;quot;me&amp;quot;. I dont want them to loose something they like. Its the only thi...

  • Post #3167939

    @TheEvilSkeleton Hey, regarding the whole stuff right now and you also being more involved in gnome, what distro do you use and what do you recommend for new linux users. I tend to Debian kinda, most windows migrands i support seem to have less problems with good ol&amp;#39; debs.

  • Post #3167938

    still flappin&amp;#39; :aneodog_bongo_hyper: