Post #4231052
2026-07-30 06:59 UTC
Then yesterday my mom has to come around reminding me of how I fucked my reputation in the family and am basically not taken serious anymore. Glad I don't go to Goalball training today. I know I would not do it but I can very well miss the thoughts my brain produces every time I see train tracks.
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@jonathan859@someplace.social 2026-07-30 07:02
But I can not even enjoy my life when I'm not at work. So where the heck is the point anymore? Getting so emotionally dead and robotic that I just don't feel anything anymore, once again? I thought I was through this phase. And before anyone says therapy, fuck off. I don't need a previleged well paid ideod with no problems in their life tell me how I just need to accept the system with no ideas how to even do that. Any kind of mental help in germany is already fucked.