Post #4231131

But I can not even enjoy my life when I'm not at work. So where the heck is the point anymore? Getting so emotionally dead and robotic that I just don't feel anything anymore, once again? I thought I was through this phase. And before anyone says therapy, fuck off. I don't need a previleged well paid ideod with no problems in their life tell me how I just need to accept the system with no ideas how to even do that. Any kind of mental help in germany is already fucked.