Post #3878670

OH MY GOOOOD It's only Friday. Haven't even done the thing I'm excited about tomorrow. It might be shit but right now I'm fucking BUZZING. BZZZ BZZZ. Hello bees. How are you? I'm fucking GREAT. I never thought I'd feel like this again. I was so miserable and vacant of hope. And I remember when the plug came out and it all became possible. It was seeing Groundhog Day on June 17th 2023 and now I'm here and I'm fine and fuck I could just cry all the happy tears but I'm in position at work, and about to talk to fake planes so I can't do that. I never believed anyone when they said it would get better. Never. Not once. I so easily believed it was bullshit. And here I am right now OFF MY FUCKING TITS. Just wow. I can't believe it. If this is now, can you imagine what I'll be like when I turn up at work tomorrow afternoon and it all goes how my ridiculous brain has thought about it? And even if it doesn't go that way, it will be amazing. And if it isn't amazing then it doesn't stop that I've just had a whole week of feeling HOPE. It's POSSIBLE. God damn. Love you all.