Post #3296686

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social this shit just makes me want to crawl into a hole and die. That's what they want. It'd be a helluva lot easier than getting up every day. Sounds like a good deal to me. They get to check another abomination of the list and I get to stop feeling the weight. High fives all around. Nobody with any authority or power cares. I just want to be allowed to exist, to live. I don't hurt anybody. I pay taxes. I obey the law. I will never be good enough. It's like my abusive stepdad is running the entire government only there's nowhere for me to go, no way to escape. Why do they hate so much? I'll get up tomorrow. I'll keep getting up. I have to. But it's not easy. Edit: I'm a mentally ill, neurodivergent transgender woman living in a red state taking care of my disabled and neurodivergent cisgender wife. We can't move. We have no family nearby and no local friends. It's just us for each other.