Because it is all manufactured now. When you were a kid, you were excited the moment you sniffed that November air as the seasons were starting to transition. That unexplainable feeling to know that soon, Christmas was coming. And you were waiting and waiting for it to come. December rolls around, every week, you got excited, you saw people put up their decorations and saw them. You saw all of the planned christmas specials. Your school had christmas themes, you anticipated snow days and more. It felt festive and great. Now you've grown up and eventually that magic is gone. If you work retail, you will hate this time of year or any job that doesn't give you the holidays off. People are fighting with eachother about whose family is coming to see whom, familial drama. You wonder what the point is having so many decorations on someone's house is, worrying about what electric bill they'd have lighting all of that up. You fret every day as to what you get your loved ones, whether they'd even like it or not. You may be too broke to get something. Random shit happens to you, you hate driving on snow and the ice. All the while everything feels forced, the music is repetitive, the specials are repetitive, capitalism is telling you what to do with your time and your money. All of that magical feeling is just...gone.