Today is a bad day. I mean it was okay until I suddenly saw a picture of Kurt and remembered how he was, how he suddenly died and how I was grieving about him. Until I started to forget. Everything came back and washed me away for some time. It got better, then it went bad again.

Love leaves a mark on you and death leaves a hole. On top of that: ADHD makes you feel shit on 250% intensity. So easy to loose yourself.