Take everything I will say as informal bullshit but I get it, I have both autism and ADHD and I'm addicted to getting new info on currents events but at this point I'm not sure of I'm just letting myself go into doomerism or things have really gone crazy since COVID and I'm just trying to cope by gathering all the info I can to make informed decisions and discuss recent events You could say this is a kind of OCD, just me trying to think of an answer to this right now it's taking me into a loop because there is no right answer