marenzers

the rumors are true we are actually just here to indoctrinate you now put on the clown nose

@surgicalangel@brain.worm.pink somehow I understand this post and both relate and am called out. I often have to entertain to keep people in my orbit so I don't die alone, but I resent the state of these relationships and at basically any chance I get, I'm getting away from them for more alone time.

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One of those days where you wonder what the point is. Just surviving to survive. I got craft projects and hobbies with friends but my stars the emptiness is howling today.

the potential you see in others is often the potential you feel you’d have in their shoes. They’re not you and that’s not necessarily their life path.

I know you want to see the best in people, but stop falling for papa Murphy take and bake bitches. Start looking for a grab and go kind of thing in your life.

destroying the tyrant in your head by forcefully age regressing them and stripping them of all power. After all, they're far too little to need to worry about all this crap. Put a set of crayons in front of them with some paper and let them micromanage that instead of my life.

doner? more like bon- [USER WAS SHOT FOR THIS POST]

me forgiving my past self because they were still growing

@EmberDarkpaw you didn't ask but my solution has been to prepare for what I can, settle my affairs and make peace with death. I don't have a bunker of canned beans. I just have some supplies for basic emergencies and plans for if I need to run. It's amazing how free it feels to just accept death. I'll flirt with it and dance around, edging it until it cries, but I accept it.

take your sensitive ass to a twin bed because we farting in this mf

if you can't take the heat get the fuck out of the kitchen

at this point I kind of do just need an evil woman to ruin my life

littles making a last stand to protect their blanket fort from the grown ups: “there will be a day when the coziness of blankets fail, but it is not this day! they’ll never take us awake!! they’ll have to carry us out, down to the last kid!”

Twenty minutes later they’re all napping again.

The truth is WRIT LARGE UPON MY FACE
The bright SEARS MY VEINS
and my hands SMEAR THE STARS ACROSS THE SKY
the skin of the world is SPLIT APART
and I am SPILLING OUT

broke: “this schizoposting girlthing talking about how gods can speak to us through delusions needs help”

woke: saying nothing, just listening intently as the oracle is speaking

everytime a xenofem.me post gets into my tl i smile knowing imvabout to get one step closer to enlightenment

The oppressed shouldn’t have to discover a way to teach their oppressors to stop.

No really, I’m reading a book about the indigenous American struggle to do just this. Story after story is the same tune. They came up with a new strategy to get white people to listen and it failed. Over and over.

Not because they’re bad speakers, teachers or anything, no. Mostly just because they formed a really well-thought out argument, presented the data clearly, and spoke softly as to not offend…

…only for the people in charge of our “country” to shrug and say, “nah no thanks, we’re gonna keep doing the bad shit.”

like holy shit this is infuriating to read! I can’t imagine living through it

okay the other headmates are yanking me off the stage, bye chat

the schizophrenic mind, "delusion seller, I need your most powerful delusions"

the delusion seller, "my most powerful delusions would kill you, traveler!"

me trying not to jump at the sight of a really pathetic and sad girlthing who can barely care for herself like, "I can fix her bro, just trust me, I'll be her everything bro"

infohazard: there's kids growing up today for whom 'Adventure Time' and 'Spongebob' are both from 'before their time'

@angiebaby@mas.to The sad thing about wanting to avoid becoming like someone is that you have to empathize with them to learn how they got to that point.

An abusive parent, for example, is a great example. If I just avoid the *behaviors*, I can emulate not being them, sure. I run the risk of becoming someone obsessed with my behavior and not introspecting on my core values.

To really avoid becoming an abusive parent, you have to really take yourself there. Mentally becoming them for a few minutes to understand how they justify their actions will take you leaps and bounds ahead of simply avoiding behaviors.

To me, that's when you can really become your own person.

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@Quantensalat none of that stuff as we know from the epstein files. because it totally clears them all, right?

sorry to remind you that some weirdo adults are out there engaging in kinks and dynamics you find absolutely repulsive and disgusting

and there's nothing you can do about it

Here for a good time, not a long time doesn't have to mean going out smashing lines of coke at colossal orgies. Hell, staying in and playing your favorite game is a good time. Writing that weird fanfiction no one agrees with might be a good time. You get to choose what is a good time to you.