Lucaas โ๏ธ๐๐ฆ
Lucaas@jorts.horse
<p>I'm a medically-retired unicorn genderfuqer galloping the west, enjoying the sunshine. ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธโพ๏ธ๐ฆ๐๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๐๐ก๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ Also a seeker of words, roaming the dictionary of my soul. โ๐ผ๐ (I write a lot of subtext.)</p><p>Nomad life in a travel trailer, based in Utah. Peace be with you. โ๏ธโฎ๏ธ</p>
Posts
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Post #4232547
he says he's mad at himself - and not at all mad at me - he uses his words to tell me that I'm telling my story wrong - he's only mad at himself - the words carry vibrations he says I misunderstood - it wasn't about me - I was just the mirror he chose and I said no to the reflection - still not about me - I read the energy wrong rather, the energy read wrong - his critic came after me - because he's mad at his self #Poetry #TheMirror -- the mirror goes dark
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Post #3814847
Just got home from depositing the check from insurance for my totaled SUV. I am gonna miss that car. A 2018 Hyundai Santa Fe that took me all over the country, from Portland to Chicago to Lake Havasu, and always back home to the SL,UT. I even lived in the car for many months, in 2024. Now I can afford to fix the brakes on Kaya's Truck, and I will be mobile again, soon! ๐งญ
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Post #3568093
Today has been an adventure in stationary travel! I've hardly left my bed, and I feel like I've traveled to the opposite side of the globe and back. I spent hours in and out of meditation. I got to talk to a close friend about deep things. I have a bunch of audio books and music archiving to storage as I type. I've contemplated flying to Virginia for a mini vacation. I still have the option of a DMT sacrament ahead of me. There may be some baking that happens. And the day isn'...
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Post #2301084
I would love some human help with a personal project I&#39;m working on for my community! I&#39;m searching for words that feel somehow gendered inside of YOU. It doesn&#39;t matter what your identity is to me. What words spark feelings inside of you, that also feel gendered in some way? Feel free to answer more than once, if you&#39;re like me, and connect multiple ways to multiple gender concepts and/or you need extra characters. There are no wrong answers. #BeKind ๐ ๐ฆโ๏ธโพ๏ธ #...
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Post #1759511
Self care is... Declining a date tomorrow with someone I really want to share space with. I had to ask myself if I was going to be uncomfortable, and if I have the energy to be whole for the evening. And I don't. I'm still healing from the psychic wounds that recent news brought. Hopefully I'll finish doing the work to disentangle my feelings about long ago connections, and will stop allowing this to affect me so strongly. Self awareness doesn't mean you skip mourning, unaffec...
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Post #1707959
I went with my friends, Cory and Lisa, to the SLC Beltane Festival. I had to make a flower crown, I just couldn't not. It just so happens that I was with someone who spent 20 years creating sets for ballet, so he used discarded leftovers laying around, and we made quite the crown!