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<p>IMPORTANT:<br />Do not try to &quot;take care of me&quot; or &quot;fix me&quot;, someone tried to do that and it ended horribly for them. I&#39;m extremly sorry and that&#39;s why I don&#39;t want it to happen again.</p><p>Age: 19<br />Real Name: Laurin<br />Sexuality: Omni/Pan<br /><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/programming" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>programming</span></a> languages I&#39;m kinda good at:<br />C++<br />Python3<br />HTML/CSS (Yeah I know they&#39;re technically not programming languages)<br />Javascript</p><p>I&#39;m learning:<br />ReactJS (on hold)<br />Rust</p><p>Rabbits I have: 3 (Bienchen, Hummelchen, Phönix)</p>

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    I think so often about her. I actually had a chance, but I ruined it all just by being myself. I made her absolutely hate me and lost all my friends in the process, mainly because I don&amp;#39;t deserve friends. I have her blocked so she doesn&amp;#39;t have to see my miserable posts but I visit her profile everyday. I just hope I regain the courage to end it all one day #depression #friends #relationships #suicide #death #failure #rightToDie

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    I&amp;#39;m not a very brave person, and the fact that many consider suicide cowardly instead of something only brave people do gives me hope that I can do it (suicide) too, that I&amp;#39;ll try again one day #depression #suicide #bravery

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    Turing complete is a great game so far #gaming #computers #programming #nand

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    She never liked me. She just tolerated me, until I made her hate me. And it&amp;#39;s not just her, it&amp;#39;s everyone I ever met. #depression #suicide

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    Suicidal People should not be forced to go to psychiatric wards! #suicide #depression #oppression #mentalwards #rightToDie

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    I don&amp;#39;t deserve #friends , I deserve #death #depression #suicide #nofriends #righttodie

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    My family has a history of #aneurysm and whenever I have a headache I hope it&amp;#39;s a deadly aneurysm about to happen. It&amp;#39;s so unfair that other die from it but not me. Others should live and I should die! #depression #death

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    I miss her so much I wish I could turn back time and stop myself from existing... #depression #regret

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    She seems so happy without me, way more happier than when we still had contact. Like everyone else, more happier without me #depression #suicide #rightToDie

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    it feels good thinking about #suicide everyday. It gives me a feeling that I can escape my life, that I can stop my #depression , that I&amp;#39;ll never hurt anyone again. #rightToDie

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    She&amp;#39;s so happy without me. I&amp;#39;m sure she&amp;#39;s glad that I left her life

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    Literally nobody wants me, not even death, otherwise I wouldn&amp;#39;t have survived my suicide attempts. But one day I&amp;#39;ll manage to force myself into death&amp;#39;s arms, one way or another #depression #suicide #rightToDie

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    I thought of a way to commit suicide and tried to research it and found almost nothing, meaning google tried to censor this method, implying it&amp;#39;s a pretty foolsafe way to commit suicide. When my parents die one day, I know what I&amp;#39;ll do. Yeah, that means I&amp;#39;m not in danger right now, no need to call the police or anything #depression #suicide #rightToDie

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    Just joined a pro-choice suicide forum. I think I also already got approved to post. Finally a place where I can post stuff without having to worry someone calling the cops on me again, like someone on this platform did. #suicide #depression #liberty #rightToDie

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    @fleckenstein@mastodon.social discords privacy sucks. Matrix is unstable. The revolt instance by kimapr is unconfigured. IRC doesn&#39;t have backlog. Can&#39;t we just have a good chat app?