I think so often about her. I actually had a chance, but I ruined it all just by being myself. I made her absolutely hate me and lost all my friends in the process, mainly because I don't deserve friends. I have her blocked so she doesn't have to see my miserable posts but I visit her profile everyday. I just hope I regain the courage to end it all one day #depression #friends #relationships #suicide #death #failure #rightToDie