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@joshsusser@autistics.life i had a bunch of stuff that lead up to the meltdown and when it finally happened, i just lost complete control of my faculties because of one little thing my coworker did. i started yelling and throwing things, hitting the countertop, etc. from an outsider perspective, it probably looked like i was having a temper tantrum. when i had the panic attack, i could actually pinpoint what was making me panic. i had no control over it but i knew why i was having it.