Post #4095754
2026-07-25 08:44 UTC
I have very little continuity to whoever the fuck I was before that, most of my memories from before it are hazy - so, it's pretty much the point at which a real sense of "myself" starts.
But also - my brain kinda shattered, and with it a lot of shit just kinda got lost. I had to basically rebuild a lot of shit that is normally inherited from cultural defaults - I ended up a pacifist, within a few years also vegetarian, left the religion I was raised in, started being a lot gayer, got REALLY >
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@miss_rodent@girlcock.club 2026-07-25 08:48
bad at closets, gave up the whole 'boy' thing, etc. etc. - all through the static of a psychotic disorder where the best days aren't "no symptoms" they're just "the volume is low enough to function", which, is not the sort of thing you can deal with on a daily basis without it influencing you - you can try, good fucking luck. Basically my entire "self" had to be constructed under some degree of psychosis symptoms, and it's permeated pretty much everything, from my sexuality&gender, to religion