Post #3795667
2026-07-13 23:22 UTC
and now in retrospect im looking back and realizing how much i just... didn't actually enjoy OSA. it was uncomfortable on its own and also kind of onerous. it was this demand my body put on me to orgasm or else feel shitty later.
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@miriamrobern@dice.camp 2026-07-13 23:24
getting aroused would make me grimace—not all the time, but often enough—and i got teased about how i didn't look like i was having fun. id laugh it off and, frankly, mask up to cover it, but that was absolutely accurate: it wasn't fun. that it might turn into fun didn't make it fun on its own. that it required me to turn it into fun or feel shitty made it worse. …