Post #3706970

RE: https://todon.eu/@ljrk/116892055711530017 For reference: This sport used to be the center of my life. Like /the/ thing. And then... I was too old for the mixed trainings. And then with the boys... I just didn't compile well with them. I preferred joining $crush with her girls training. But I could do that only occasionally and then the boys became even more "manly" and I was stuck. I felt I didn't belong. They talked about playing the men's league (instead of boy's) and I was *terrified*. I didn't want to play the men's. I could accept, at best, boy's league. And then I quit. And now I'm back, officially in the women's team. This huge part of my life is coming back, I'm reclaiming it. I'm more than ready for it.