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the transgender pipeline is real and good and I can't believe how nice I'm feeling at this precise moment. even if the rest of the week is a shit show I'm actively happy/joyous right now in my body rather than indifferent (facial hair aside) and that's something I've not felt in a long time. If you are in a situation where you can get it, and you want it or even think you might, fucking do it as fast as you can. Especially if you can inject IMO. It's been a year and a half since I started and I'm finally starting to feel unreservedly good about what's happening to me. If you are not in a situation where you can get it… look for trans support groups locally. As far as I can tell, some of them might have people in them who can hook you up with E under the table, 'homebrewed' or otherwise; if not homebrewed, a nice thing about injections is that you can use a vial for longer than a month, and thus build up a stockpile and share. I can't remember the last time I felt like this. It'll probably pass, but right now I'm just so, so full of bliss and contentedness and I shudder to think what I'd be doing right now if I'd not taken that first step to obtaining E. Probably going bald and still just feeling dreary and miserable. I forgot what it's like to feel alive like this. I'd suggest progesterone as well, honestly. I kind of think that might be what's sealing the deal right now and making me so blissed out, but I don't really know! All I can say is I'm feeling great and I don't want *anybody* to be able to get in the way of others trying to follow a similar path to mine.