Post #3420604
2026-06-27 04:58 UTC
Good time at Trans Pride, overwhelming crowds. Now I'm home alone, letting my brain reset, exhausted but waiting to go to bed so I don't just wake up at midnight. This is exactly the sort of situation where I used to get stoned to help things along, and wow do I still feel those cravings, but I just ... can't? Shouldn't? Won't. Told myself and others that I wouldn't, and why. Too much to do tomorrow for that.
Replies (1)
-
@memnus@swingset.social 2026-06-27 05:01
The follow up intrusive thought, then, is:what about something stronger? Anything stronger is either on the "never alone" list, not something I even have on hand, or would be a waste of good drugs to do by myself. Mostly all of the above. So, shut it, brain, we'll go to bed soon enough. Enjoy the hot tub.