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To be clear, I am not saying that people who can only express themselves in that space are lesser. What I am saying is that they are trying to sort out a lot of stuff. Their lives can be rough and often that energy and those hangups get brought into venue and social group relations, and I just can't deal with it personally because I have my own mental fragility that I have to consider and deal with, being currently unmedicated because I am a poor person in the US in 2026. When something hits my mental issues it can knock me out of commission for days. And I need to separate myself for my own sanity and well-being. I would never have cracked or figured my shit out with that community but now that I have done, it's just not for me anymore.