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physical health, moving out of my US life, making difficult decisions... no one is going to help me as much as I need. My needs are too great & everyone I know is either barely surviving their own lives or just not willing. I have to face that. That new knowledge led me to throw away some antiques last week, just put them on the curb for anyone or garbage. That felt freeing. I have to survive & my new life will include new people someday, I hope. For now I just gotta get out.