Post #1763825

Sometimes thinking about whether I should transition gets me worked up and a thought appears that the only solution is to give up and end it. My therapist says this is my brain just wanting the pain to end. This morning I read an article on high cancer rates in millenials. I thought of how scary being diagnosed with cancer would be, and then immediatly thought how dissapointing it would be for my life to end without getting to be the woman I should have always been. I want to live.