Post #1716756

2026-04-22 05:27 UTC

it has been wild to notice the effect this realization has had on my sexuality like, this clarity about myself as someone who's going to have a pussy in the future has made my sexual response so much stronger in a really hot way: it's very all-encompassing and fulfilling. getting hornier after realizing i need bottom surgery was definitely not on my bingo card it's also really interesting to me that my go-to sexual fantasy for this isn't even penetrative sex: the gold and silver medal go to getting eaten out and getting fingered (which i already somehow have strong opinions about: has to be middle and ring finger). very counterintuitive from a heteronormative lens, so maybe that's just me lezzing out about my girlfriend~ that's the beauty of being bisexual: doesn't fuckin' matter what your gender is, you'll always be gay :sparklesBi: ...that's not to say bottoming doesn't factor in *tucks hair behind ear* let's not get it twisted nowww~ this girl is gonna fucking. get. ittt. and at the same time i'm gonna fucking rockkk wearing a strap. i'm lowkey going to probably be more of a top after bottom surgery lmao even if everything is far out ahead of me still and nothing has been booked or even approved, the fact that the days feel numbered makes it so much easier to deal with my body misrepresenting how i feel my desire in the interim #trans #transfem #transition

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@Tessa@fandom.garden 2026-04-22 05:51

also i've talked about my bottom dysphoria with my therapist and while i'm just seeing them for typical talk therapy, they happen to have a lot of background in sex therapy and so at one point when we were talking about my relationship to sex and my intent to get bottom surgery, they brought up the fact that it's gonna take a long time to get and wanted to check if i needed some coping strategies until then and after a careful "sooo i wouldn't bring this up with most of my clients, but" (the ultimate sign of something juicy as hell) the solution they went for was a chastity cage good lord, i had such a tough time keeping a straight face through that i passed it off like "nah that doesn't really have any appeal to me" but then they started laying out the case and they were honestly kind of cooking with it fucking kills me imagining the scenario where i'd be getting hot and heavy with someone only to pull aside and put on a chastity cage like "wait, sorry my therapist said i need to use this" like it's some kind of invisalign but for sex :blobRofl:

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