Post #1367819
2026-04-08 00:59 UTC
I left some darker thoughts out of my published story, partly out of concern for my spouse. Since he doesn't follow my Mastodon posts, I'll share some of them here.
I've grown increasingly distant from society as the extent of violence and hatred have become clear to me. At this point I basically don't want to be a part of human civilization, but it's not like I have any other options. If it weren't for the love of my spouse, I honestly don't think I could go on.
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@funcrunch@me.dm 2026-04-08 01:03
Killing myself is currently out of the question not only because of my pacifism, but because my spouse's younger sister died by suicide and I don't want him to suffer through that again. But if something happens to him, I have no other really close friends or family members, no current job or community ties, and honestly don't know if I'd be missed if I just disappeared. This isn't a request for sympathy or advice, just truth that I thought should be known. (2/2)