Post #1367821

Killing myself is currently out of the question not only because of my pacifism, but because my spouse's younger sister died by suicide and I don't want him to suffer through that again. But if something happens to him, I have no other really close friends or family members, no current job or community ties, and honestly don't know if I'd be missed if I just disappeared. This isn't a request for sympathy or advice, just truth that I thought should be known. (2/2)