#goodafternoon

Ello sweet and lovely Friendos #GoodAfternoon and #TZAG everyone This has not been a good day... I woke up with a lot of pain. And while the pain became better to handle, with the help of some meds and movement, I kept feeling bad. I have all these plans and ideas. I have no motivation or energy. And then I bully myself over bout doing all these plans. And I feel even more useless... Koa's cuddles helped. Koa's love-bites due to his changing molars... Not so much, as he sometimes hurt me with his discomfort nibbles. I know he doesn't mean to hurt me, and I know I can't explain his struggles to him. So, I'll try to be there for him, and his nibbles. But, at times, I have pushed him away, because there is supporting your pup, and there's being hurt by your pup... 😔 I've written about these emotional and mental struggles for my blog, several posts have been scheduled to be shared soon. Something I also struggle with since the last bully calling my writing AI slop... I can handle some bullying, as I've been through it too often for too long... But, this nasty comment was made below a very heartfelt post where I discussed the passing of several dogs, including Arwen. If that bully had just taken the time to check the text, with all the mistakes made by me, then they'd know that only the featured image was AI, and not the text. It just hurt me so much that someone thought I was having AI write about dead pets to gain clicks. 😢 I know I'm putting too much pressure on myself. I know I want too much. Because I used to do more. I used to be better. I used to be....... Yeah... 😔 Well, gonna grab my Kobo, and start up MyNoise® with some rain and thunder sounds... Thanks to all for your kindness and support during my "journey through daily life" I really appreciate it as it helps me to keep going on bad/harder days! 🫂 🩵 💜 🩷 🐾 #PixysJourney