The Fish Wade Through Black Jade
unmind@social.xenofem.me
<br/>*<br/>a birthday cigarette <br/>lit under pianos in the sky<br/>fall atop the bird cage where<br/>mom collapses on top of a <br/>broken wine bottle—<br/>a puddle of dreams <br/>and my carefree reflection.<br/><br/>i don't mind the <br/>gunshots anymore,<br/>not after the film i made <br/>of my daughter counting thunder <br/>under plastic stars,<br/>an unwritten moon,<br/>the invisible canary dropping her weight <br/>into the empty space <br/>between each second.<br/><br/>let me behind the curtain please<br/>don't make me wait again<br/>i've waited long enough<br/>for the crash <br/>*<br/> <br/><br/>
Posts
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Post #4166136
i don't think it's possible to understand the divine light severed meme if you're not a schizophrenic who had to go on meds
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Post #3709054
girls may call me mommy but will i ever be mother? :menherapillowcry:
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Post #3202647
call me ouroboros the way i be sucking myself in the shower
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Post #3100040
another epithet of kali is the one who governs words starting with the letter k or ka which is more evidence of the kali-katak connection
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Post #3100039
i told my best friend i thought all religions were true and she asked if that included scientology and like if i wanna be truly radical about it i would say yes in that it is an attempt to describe what is indescribable but idk maybe i&#39;m not truly radical i just mean like islam and christianity and hinduism and buddhism are equally valid paths to God. i think scientology probably is true its just different. to say grifts weren&#39;t included in God would deny God&#39;s infinity s...
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Post #3100038
i used to be so anti-kali yuga as a concept but it really makes sense to me now idk like ofc this is an age of madness. it just kinda feels like the world is always ending and has always been ending though. God who knows i guess i&#39;m apocalypse-agnostic
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Post #3100037
its great to know that krishna is kali because i love them both so much
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Post #3100036
my favorite thing about krishnakali is that in the story she&#39;s krishna dressed up as kali but she&#39;s still referred to as maa and using feminine language. my God is a transsexual and it&#39;s so lovely
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Post #3100035
i want chicken soup
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Post #3100034
idk how i&#39;m supposed to interpret the bhagavad gita as a shakta. it doesn&#39;t help that i&#39;m reading the iskcon version which is actually just dreadful and i can tell even with my rudimentary knowledge of sanskrit
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Post #3100033
it&#39;s so strange to me that kali should be my favorite when i value quiet so much, considering she is bhimanadini, making an extremely loud noise
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Post #3100032
my disgusting evil meds are making me feel dull as a rock
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Post #3100031
according to jung in symbols of transformation there are two kinds of thinking, directed and non-directed. directed thinking takes effort and is a social form of thinking in that its patterned like and by language, where non-directed thinking is more a free association of images and ideas. unless he said all thinking is social but idk if he did. he claims that ancient peoples prioritized non-directed thinking, which is less rational and closer to dreaming than directed thinking, as evidenced by...
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Post #3100030
i watched skinanarink last night and i&#39;ve been so deeply unsettled and scared since how do i make this go away how do i get the gene that made other people think this movie was gay bullshit
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Post #3100029
had a dream that i was at a public park or an airport or something and my old friend rob was doing a poetry reading and i just absolutely hated his poetry. then there was something about my childhood house idk