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• child me blissfully unaware I missed my bus stop half an hour ago

  sorry mom 😅 one time the bus driver discovered my passed out ass once the bus was all the way back at the depot, and they kindly had someone drive me directly home in a company truck

• getting distracted out of a bad mood

  I missed a really important appointment earlier and I even kind of want to still be in a bad mood about it because I’m so irritated with myself but now I’m too distracted by the rest of the shit going on in my life to spend any energy staying grumpy

• Post #2200838

  the example that spawned this post was “Just apply for jobs, it’s simple!” said to me by a friend (who is also non-NT and ought to know better) Aside from the fact that online job applications are very much not simple anymore, what was hurtful to me was her dismissing the fact that I struggle with it (in my case I struggle to start the applications because I dread them, but fortunately I can finish them in a reasonable time frame once I start) Someone observing me apply for a job would watch...

• "See how easy that was?"

  No it was not easy. Literally no step of the process was even remotely pointed in the same direction as easy. You observing me finally finish a task does not mean it was ever, is currently, or necessarily will be in the future, easy.