cesium
cesium@cooltrans.men
Trans man, plural, autistic. My body is in its forties, the two guest spirits are a bit older.<br/>Posts in English, French, Italian, occasionally German, sometimes only a picture.<br/>Learned to play piano and drums, used to sing in choirs.<br/>Lived in a handful of countries and used to travel quite a lot, lately day trips with public transport.<br/><br/>"It is worth remembering how attractive this [impressionist, visual] style can be—in lecturing one is inclined to give too much attention to connecting links which join one episode to another. A lecture need not be a connected story; perhaps it is better it should not be." -- from Captain Scott's diaries of the Terra Nova expedition. This citation fits my past quite well. A lot of facts, emotions, explanations, words, but n
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Post #4336029
I think the most painful experience since I got aware of being autistic is the amount of other autistic people who interact with me by assuming I'm neurotypical, which not only doesn't work (and somehow proves them that I'm a neurotypical person unable to interact with autistics) but makes me feel like I'm a dog who finally gets to recognise other dogs but they (have been taught to) behave like people with everybody including other dogs and I feel incredibly desperate and powerle...